i give up

Burritos and Friendship

⚠️TW⚠️ abuse

Billie's Pov
I just got done with an interview and I was really bored. "Hey Fin I'm going to head out" I shouted. "Okay don't be to long we need to go through your schedule again!" I rolled my eyes. Lately life has been too much and really stressful so I just decided to go to Taco Bell. "Hi what can I get for you?" The man on the speaker said. "Uhhh I'll just get 2 burritos please". "Okay that'll be $5.82 at the window". All I wanted to do was get some food then chill at the park. After I got it I drove 15 minutes to a park nobody is ever at. Or at least that's what I thought.

Y/N's Pov
"All you ever fucking do is work! You never even make time for me!" That's when he slapped me right across the face. "I'm trying to support us and get us food. Do you not care?" I shout while a tear runs down my face. "You're mine I don't care what you need to do". Just then I grabbed a chair, threw it at him, then ran as far as I could. I came across a park and it looked like only one person was there so I walked over there and sat on a swing. She glanced over at me for a second but I ignored it because I don't want anyone to see me like this...especially when I have a big red hand print across my face. But of course she got up and walked over to me. She didn't even say anything all she did was hand me a burrito. I noticed her bright green and black hair. "Hey I know you don't want to talk about it but I feel you and you shouldn't be alone right now" the girl finally spoke up. "Yeah you're right" I said with a shaky voice. "I'm Billie". "I'm Y/N".

Billie's Pov
"Well nice to meet you". "Ha yeah sorry you have to see me like this...I'm a mess right now" she almost whispered. "If you don't mind me asking, what happened yk like your face and stuff". "Oh uh you see my now abusive ex got mad at me for always being at work so he yelled at me and slapped me" her eyes started filling with water. "Bro that should never happen to anybody I'm so sorry". "Thanks but you don't need to be sorry. Anyways what we're you doing here alone?" She asks while taking a bite of the burrito I gave her. "I got done with an interview for vanity fair and it got me worked up." I let out. "How about we exchange numbers?" I smile and we hand eachother our phones. "You can talk to me about anything okay?" Y/N says calmly. "Okay" then we went our separate ways. Right when I walked through the door to my house Finneas was waiting for me. "What were you doing until midnight?" He almost yells very concerned. "Dude chill I was at the park". "For five hours?" He exclaims. "Yes now I'm going to bed chill the fuck out." When I get into my red lit room I break down into tears. I'm sick of always needing to please people. I want to give up. I want to end it all right now. *ding* my phone goes off.

Girl from the park: hey it's Y/N
I chuckle seeing what she put as her name
Bil: hey
Y/N: doin any better?
Bil: yeah I'm gonna go to bed good night
Y/N: okay gn💖

I feel bad for lying and saying I felt better but I don't want to worry people. I'll just sleep.