I Do It Because

I Do It because i want to forget

I Dont want to feel the pain

I do it because it releases the pain that presses down on my brain

i dont want to hurt

i dont want to cry

sometimes i just want to die

thats why smoking is my high

it releases the pain and i forget for a while.

if that fag helps me die

its a good thing in my eye.

until i see your shining face look into my eye...

i feel the dissapointment in your soul...it makes my mouth go dry

i feel like i have let you down and that...that is my low <3