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She stayed frozen and all she said was "I-"
•Billie's POV•
I didn't know what to say... I was definitely not expecting that... I wanted to ask her before but I see she got straight in it.
"I-I-" I said shocked not knowing what to do or answer. I started tearing up and I said with a deep breath "YES! Yes I will!". I pulled her into a tight hug and cupped her face. I lean in pull her into a passionate kiss.
I stayed there with her in my arms 'till the midnight. We cuddled on the beach and kissing.
-------------------We got home at 3 AM and ordered a vegan pizza and watch Netflix together. I'm so grateful to have her for me rn. But... what should I do with Brandon?... He is my bf.. He said yes in that day and I will go at his house tomorrow.
The next day...
Well.. today is the day I go to him. I do my morning routine and have a little snack before leaving. I see Y/N is awake so I go to see how she is.
"Babyyyy! I'm going to a little walk. Don't wait for mee!" I yell to her from the other part of the house. "Ok Bils. Bye!" She said.
I got to my car and make my way to Brandon's to talk with him about it. I just hope he won't rape me again.
~At Brandon's house~
(Btw this is him)
So I walk towards his house and knock at the front door. He opened the door. "Hii babyy!" Ughhhhhh he was so annoying 😒
"Oh hi Brandon. We need to talk about something." I said so he did a confused face and motion to me to enter the house.We sat on a couch and he this is our conversation:
Brandon: Okay babe.. Go on. Whatcu wanna talk 'bout?
Me: Well... we need to brake up. I can't take this anymore. You're just fucking me whenever you want. And for what? FOR NOTHING! You don't love me and you use me, plus, I found someone else that's better than you anyway. She love and care about me, not like YOU! Now leave me alone cause I'm not your girlfriend anymore asshole!" I said as I made my way to the door. "And don't you dare to look after me EVER AGAIN!" I yell as I was about to step out of the house.
He grabbed my hand and pulled me to the house. He dragged me to his bedroom while I TRIED to go out of his grip.
⚠WARNING! RAPE/SMUT!⚠
He pushed me on the bed and take off all of my clothes until I was fully naked. Great! What I will say to Y/N if she will see any hickey?! All I hope is to NOT to have a hickey!
He start kissing me harder than anytime and bite my lips. He sucked on my neck VERY hard and leave a pretty big hickey that anyone could see it. At that moment I was crying and I wanted to just go home and do THIS with my GIRLFRIEND.
He got his clothes off of him too and get on top of me. He rolled me over so I'm with the face down. He lifts his "thingy thing" and shove it into my ass. He moves faster in and out.
I scream loud to let me out. He just started laughing evily. He cummed in me and left me there. In the bed fully naked... I'm just 18 years..
⚠END OF RAPE/SMUT⚠
I got dressed fast and run out of the house crying. I ran away in Highland Park to stay on a bench and calm down before I get home.
After ANOTHER 10 minutes...
I get up and just walk down the street to mine and Y/N's house. I kept walking and smiling AND trying my BEST to cover my fucking hickey.
I got home fast and hug her very tight once I got in the house. She hugged me back confused and pulled away. "Why you're hugging me like you didn't saw me for weeks or months? You've been outside for just 30 minutes." She said laughing at the last part.
Then... her eyes locked on my neck to my hickey... her eyes went black and she started tearing up. "Billie..? What's with that on your...neck?" She said almost crying. I tried to take her in my arms but she pushed me away and ran upstairs.
I started crying. I feel so bad for her.. she lost all of her love... I wish he didn't existed. "FUCK YOU BRANDON!" I yell crying.
I will call Finneas cause I really need to talk with someone... I got first in our room and stay on the bed. She was there crying and sobbing. I put my hand on her leg and try to comfort her but she moved away.
I called him so he answers.
(Billie = italic | Finneas = bold)
Hi bil. What's up? Why are you crying??
Finneas, Brandon raped me again and I got together with Y/N the day before it... She's now crying too and I needed to talk with someone.
Omg sis, I'm so sorry... Well he is here right now and motions me to give him the phone.
I DON'T WANNA TALK WITH THAT BITCH WHO RUINED MY LIFE AND THIS CURENT RELATIONSHIP THAT I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF SHE'LL FORGIVE ME! And it's all HIS FAULT! Just tell him that if he's gonna talk with me or even stay around me I swear I will do something that I'll regret!
Ok bubba. I am Brandon and I'll never leave you alone. I will be yours and you'll be mi-
I closed before he could say anything else... I ran out of the room still crying and stay on the couch with my head burried in my hands until I hear a familiar voice.
To be continued...
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