jacob's story ~ the real twilight ending

jacob's story 🐺

it's the night of Bella and Edward's wedding. The unlikely couple have found it necessary upon themselves to become betrothed, this, being young Bella's first marriage, whereas it's Edwards 34th. This night holds many expectations and desires to be met... where it will be the night of Bella's losing of her virginity. Edward has had sex many times, though, he deemed it necessary that innocent Bella wait till their betrothal.

BELLA'S POV 🐥 ~

I cannot believe the day has come. Tonight. I marry Edward Cullen. Edward... he's the type of guy you would wanna bring him home to your mother... if he wasn't a vampire- of course.

Sitting here in front of my mirror, I'm reflecting on the past, and my memories that I hold deeply of Eddie and I. I look at myself. In this white dress I sit pretty. I feel... so... hot.. sexy even. I'm only 18 but I'm ready to GIVE and DEVOTE my life all to Edward. Funny, thinking back... it was only last week that I was graduating highschool... I don't really have anything I want to do other than be with Edward for-ever. Edward always encourages this side of me, the side that only yearns for him and his desires... I want to please him so badly. I remember back when I was with Jacob, how he made me feel such a lust for life in itself... he brought out another side of me... a new me maybe... But, I love Edward with all my heart. He is the one I am Destined to be with. I don't know what I would do withou-

BANG BANG BANG !!!!!!!

There's a knock at the door.

I turn, quickly fixing my dress so I look modest.

BANG BANG BANG !!!!!

"I'm coming!!!!" I exclaim.

I bet it's my mom.

I get up from my chair, and head to the door.

I open the door... Only to reveal Jacob Black.

"Jacob, what are you doing here?"

I'm taken aback... I haven't heard from him since he found out Eddie and I were getting married.

"Bella. You're about to make the biggest mistake of your life." Jacob lets himself in the room, locking the door behind him.

I know I should be angry at him for trying to change my mind and trying to control my feelings. But when I look him in the eyes all I can feel is pure bliss... He makes me feel a way nobody else can make me feel. His heat radiates off of him, providing me with this warmth, I feel safe all of a sudden.

"J-Jacob... you need to get out of here. Now."

I say coldly, trying my best to conceal these deep emotions.

Jacob smirks at me, inching closer.

"Bella, I think you and me both know, that's not what you really want... Is it?"

Jacob comes closer, and I feel weak... I can't let any words out. His heat still radiating onto me.

Jacob looks down at my dress. It's white, and lacy. There's a deep v.

For a moment, he doesn't say anything.

I anticipate his response, he'll likely tell me I look pretty or  beautiful in my gown.

He looks back at me, I can tell he's gonna say something.

"Bella, this dress is not you. What are you even doing? You're so young. You're being manipulated into this life. Edward isn't the one for you-Hell even this dress is so bland.. is that the life you want to have Bella?"