-Nyla-
I glad that I slept at my moms house. I woke up with the worst headache and I was kinda nauseous. I ran to the bathroom and threw up in the toilet. Then my mom came in. "Nyla you okay why you throwing up you sick lemme feel your forehead" I let her could hand touch my forehead. "oh my goodness you burning up go lie down imma get you some tea and cold medicine".She left and I brushed my teeth then laid in the bed. The worst possible scenarios playing though my head. I just wanted Lucas. My mom knocked on the door. "Yes" my voice was strained. "Honey I brought you tea" "come in". She came inside and brought me tea then left.
I drank my tea and laid in the bed thinking about Lucas my heart aching from everything that I put him threw. I called Rocko like Lucas told me to and mentioned the basic information. He said that he was only in Atlanta for a few days so I got dressed and made my way to the hotel he was staying at. Once I got there I went up to his room and knocked on the door.
-Amira-
I sat in my room and read books on my iPad. It"ll be smart to contact someone but Nate disabled all the texting options on apps. So I just played games and watch tv. At 10:00 everyday he make me exercise for 4 hours, he says that my butt isn't big enough and my stomach should be flat so that I'm flawless anyway 10 is in 15 minutes so I got up and went to the closet.
I picked out a plain short sleeve shirt and leggings with nikes. When I finished changing my clothes Nate walked in. "Come on Amira lets go". I unhooked my phone from the charger and followed him to the gym. "Start exercising Amira and don't stop to I say to you know what to do". "umm huh" "I put my earphones in my ears and started running around the perimeter of the gym.
After I did that for 30 minutes I did my jumping jacks and splits for 15 minutes each. I starts on my squats so my but would get big and lunges. It was finally time for my break after 2 hours. My whole body ached so I was glad when I could go lay in my bed. I sat thinking wondering just tryna figure out everything. I got off my bed and went to the window. I looked down wondering if I could jump down. It was way too far for that. I slowly walked back over to the bed and sat down.
I missed Lucas a lot so I went downstairs to see him. I grabbed some bandages, pain medicine and food. When I finished I went down there giving him the food and cleaning him up. "Nyla and Nate are siblings." I looked at him while he was eating. "Yeah I just found out too." I sighed really upset "I'm really mad how she not gon tell me something like that but when we get out imma confront her" he said with his jaw clenched.
We talked while I cleaned him. When I finished I went upstairs and threw everything away when Nate called me. I went up to his office and knocked on his door.
"Come in" I walked inside really annoyed. "What do you want now Nate I really don't got to time for your games." He got up obviously angry at what I said and starting walking towards me. I backed up towards the wall. He held my waist looking into my eyes. My heart beat increased and memories from when I was 17 flooded my mind. He whispered in my ear which sent chills down my body. "Remember US how in love we used to be, you hurt me made me feel horrible why'd you do that Amira." Tears started to roll down my face. He started to kiss my neck and toke my bra and shirt off. He pulled his whispered in my ear whiled he fingered me. "Nate stop please I sorry." I was still a virgin. He pulled his pants off and went inside off.
_______________I laid in my bed just crying. I wanted to get out of here now. Nate is still crazy and I dunno how the hell they let him out the insane hospital. My whole body ached. I was lying straight on the bed in my bra and panties. "Mira imma bout to go you gotta get up do your chores." Nate said walking into my room."Nigga I'll get up when I feel like it." I said through sniffles. He sucked his teeth. "I said get yo ass up now." I just laid there still closing my eyes. He mumbled under his breath and left. I eventfully fell asleep.
-Nyla-
I pulled up to Nate's driveway and didn't see his car. I got out and jogged up to the door. It was locked so I toke the bobby pin and picked the locks walking in. "Anybody home." I yelled.
Amira came running down the stairs. "Nyla omg hi." She hugged me. "Why you here." I ignored her question. "Nate home." She shook her head. "Left a few hours ago.""Go get some bags we're leaving." She nodded going back upstairs. I walked to the basement and kicked the door open-I'm glad I wore my combat boots. "Lucas where are you." I heard moving from the corner and walked over turning the light on. When I saw him my heart dropped to the pit of my stomach. "Babe are you okay." I walked over taking the tape off his mouth and unraveled his arms and legs. I kneeled down to his level. "I'm sorry Lucas."
"Stop crying Ny." I wiped my eyes not realizing that I was even crying. "Come on we're leaving." "But ain't Nate here." I shook my head. "Marie said that he left." "Ok let's go then." I helped him get up and up the stairs. He blinked at the sudden light. "Ready marie." "Always." she replied. we got outside and walked down the long driveway to my car.
We were getting in when Nate's car pulled up. "Hurry up." I ordered getting Lucas's weak body into the car. I strapped him in and ran over to my side. Amarie was about to get in when Nate came up grabbing her. "Where you tryna go." He grabbed her wrist. "Away from you...now could you let go of me." She tried twisting her arm away. "No now let's go." he grabbed her up bridal style into the house. She mouthed "Just leave." Through her tears. I shook my head pulling off.
-Amarie-
Nate carried me into the house and dropped me on the floor once we got inside. I got up wiping my tears. "You stupider than I thought." "Excuse me." "You heard me bitch." "I'm not stupid Nathaniel can't you see ion wanna be here which your dumbass." I cried. "I just want answers that you went freely giving away." He yell. I crossed my arms. "Like what." "Why you leave me like that." He voice cracked. "I'm sorry I was a immature teenager I didn't mean to hurt you." "You made me feel like shit." he semi yelled.
I sat there letting him talk. "I almost killed myself." He kept going. My heart dropped hearing everything that he said. I really felt bad. "Stop please....I'm sorry." I walked up to him giving he a hug. He put his chin on my head crying.
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"I didn't mean it really." I said holding his hand. "I know." He said. I lead him upstairs to his bedroom and laid him on the bed crawling on top of him. I kissed him softly on the lips. He seemed surprised. But he held on the my butt while I kissed him. I stood up taking his shirt off and kissing down his body. "I'm sorry. I mumbled
I toke his pants off pulling them down got on top starting to ride him. His loud grunts felt the thick air. He held my waist as if trying to control me. he flipped me over so that I was on the bed and started kissing on my neck while I wrapped my legs around him moans lightly. He slowly entered me then sped up. All night our moans and grunts filled the air.
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Obsession
General Fictionob·ses·sion əbˈseSHən/ noun the state of being obsessed with someone or something. "she cared for him with a devotion bordering on obsession" an idea or thought that continually preoccupies or intrudes on a person's mind.