datalie a love story

going home

David's pov

Today is the last day that we are here we dont really do much because we are tired from yesterday I dont know why but I feel off today i get up and walk outside I need to he alone I feel like everything that has been happening is just hitting me  all at ounce and it sucks I need to clear my head I find a nice little spot that it hidden and sit there staring at the ocean.

This week as been crazy and fun all at ounce I'm still shocked that nat is pregnant I'm worried then when the Media  finds out that shawn will try to hurt her or take the baby. I dont really know why I feel so mad he just makes me want.to punch something and got a call yesterday from my my manager that I have a show coming up but it's in new yourk and its.going to take about a month to film so I have that to worry about also with the vlogs its stressful and how my fans want me to post more.and I have been trying to to upload 3 times a weeks and it's hard because the things that have been happening I cant film.

I have all this anger just bottled up inside and I dont know what to do with it I get up and just start running I keep running I dont know.how.long for I dont have my phone so I dont know what time it is I turn around and go back to the house I go to take a shower nats sitting on the bed "hay you ok where'd you go" I went for a walk I'm fine" I said it with a little more attitude I could see she was confused by my rudeness.i walk past her and into the bathroom to shower when I get out I walk to the livingroom to see what everyone is doing I dont see nat though I dont blame her I was being such a dick I sit next to jason and ask if he wants to go film some things "yes sure but we have to be back by 5 the girls ar making dinner" sure we go to the car and start driving

we come acrossed this really big mall we go inside and it's crazy they have slides and a literal lake in the middle we find this store with differnt types of candy and chips I find a pop that has ants  in it "jay I'll give u $1000 if you eat  this "dave what even is that" he had a nasty look he shows me that he found chocolate that are shaped like buts and it says there is ghost pepper in it we find some other random things and leave we get in the car and jason eats the pop it was so nasty he bit it and an ant flew on me I jumped up "wtf" " it's actually not that bad "ok now you have to eat  the chocolate I give him a big piece and he puts it all in his moth "it's good it dosent even bu- DAVID ME THE FUCKING WATER YOU DICK  IT HURTS" he gets out the car and starts to run around I zoom in on his face "david I'm going to kill you he gets the water out if the trunk and drinks it that was the worst 10 min of my life"

I laughed and we pull out of the parking g lot back to the house on the way home it was quite I started to think about everything again and my mood instantly changed I started driving a little fast but he didnt seem to notice we got to the house and I walked to the side room that was off of the kitchen I haven't spoke to or really seen nat or anyone actually today I feel bad but i know anything can set me off so i want yo keep my distance i was pulled out of my thoughts when she sat next to me "hay baby I feel like I haven't seen you all day" "im just not really in the mood to talk to anyone" I say with a straight face I get up I walk to the table I dont talk much when everyone is eating nat didnt even sit next me you could tell she was.having a  bad day

I ask zane if he knew what happend "I dont know she has been acting strange sense breakfast she hasn't really hung out with us today but when I went to talk to her.her eyes were all puffy and red I would talk to her".I walk to the game room "hay nat can we talk" "what can u possibly want to talk about you have been giving me attitude all day and you didnt even tell we where you went and you dont even care that I'm having a bad day because you have been off doing stupid shit all day it's like you dont even want to be with me the way you have been treating me and apparently hes getting out of jail because his hoe girlfriend is getting him out and I cant even live my life because I'm looking over my shoulder constantly and I really needed someone to talk to but apparently it's not going to be you so no david I dont want to see you right now"

she has tears running down her face and she runs upstairs the room is silent nobody is moving and we just all look at each other she never really yells I feel really bad knock on the door "nat I'm sorry" I slide down the door and on the floor."please let me explain I say with tears in my eyes I hear moving but the door stays. Closed.

I went to the couch and sat there I fell asleep only for 3 hours because we needed to leave for the airport I go and knock in the door "nat I need to get my stuff" she opens the door but dosent say anything she just walks to the bathroom. I gather up all my stuff. I feel so empty without nat I  didnt really sleep well because she wasn't with me .i grab my suitcase and meet everyone in the kitchen "jay I really fucked up" " yeah u did you really need to tell her why u were so messed up yesterday she will understand. We all get in the car and head out .it was asilent car ride because it was so early we get through the airport and  to the turminaland everyone is still tired we get something to eat and just sit there on our phones it's 4AM when we get called  I tell everyone what seat they have I looked at mine and relized that me and Natalie's seats are right next to each other what a fun 12 hours this will be.