Adopted By Demi And Eminem

Part 7

Dedicated to Warrior_in_Progres

Demi's P.O.V

Why? Why? Why did she do that? Why is she in a coma? Why has she been in a coma for 3 days, and 7 hours? Why? Why is she in the adoption center? What? What happened?

What made her do that? What did that other girl say? What happened before she got to the center?

Is she ok? Is she going to be ok? Does she have a eatin...no don't think like that. Does she self h...don't think that either...

I've been with her every day. Marshall has been trying...I mean one of us has to work right? I haven't slept in days. Never left in days. Never got up (well only to pee). Marshall just left to get me some coffee, then he is going to work.

I look at her. She is so peaceful. An angel even resting. I've grown connected, in such little time. And if she doesn't...I really can't think like that... But what if...

"I hurried back so it would be hot...it probably isn't now because..." Marshall came back thankfully getting me out of my trance. I turned to look at him. "Wow...you look terrible".

"Thanks, you sure knowhow to make a woman feel special", I said dryly.

"No I didn't mean like that... it's just you need rest. She'll be fine, just go home take a shower, and sleep."

I tried to reply but...my body was agreeing with him. I got up, grabbed my things, and kissed his cheek while walking out of the door.

Eminem's P.O.V~

She looked terrible, really. I love her and all buttttt, it just wasn't working out for her. She needed rest. I'm thankful she left without any problem. Welp, I gotta work now. I get up, kiss Emily's head and left for work.

Emily's P.O.V~

God I hate my life. I feel like I've been walking for months. All I see is white and dannnggggg it's so bright. Like can I turn the brightness down or something? No, I can't. Wanna know why because my lige isn't a game. It's like a comedy. People are stuck on making my life miserable in amusement for other people. I'm so tired.

I've been hearing voices. They sound like Demi's. Giving me courage, telling me to get up, lying to me saying that I'm pretty, lying saying that I'm beautiful, lying to me saying that I'm worth it and should live. But for once...the voices silenced. I'm allowed to be weak. I drop to the ground, the all white ground.

"Hey Emily. I'm sorry. I miss you so much. We were so young." I look up and see the most impossible thing in...in...life.

"Emma? Wa. Wa. How is that possible?!"

"Hey Emily. You're in the middle of Haven and Earth. The middle of life or death. You were suppose to have a choice, but... Look this is going to be so so hard. You could've chosen to live or come here with me. I miss you so much I can't explain it. I want you to come with me but-"

"SO LET ME!!" I cut her off,

"That's the hard part. Look I can't be selfish, and you can't either. Your soon to be family loves you. They love you so much. You finally have a chance of happiness, and I want no scratch that, I need you to take that chance. You have a life, you need to take it. People here would die...well would love to have another chance to live. I love you twiner me, be safe out there ok?!"

"WAIT WAIT NOOI!!!" I screamed. But it was to late, she was slowly disappearing. And I felt like I was slowly being taken to reality. Guess this is it. Love you. I tried and I tried to move, but it was to hard. Do anything, anything, I tried and I tried. God why am I so lazy?! I was going to try one more time. One more. YESSSS MY FINGER MOVED!!!!!!

I was expecting to hear Demi scream and much more, like in the cheesy movies. I guess since my finger moved, I was close to waking up. And since I was close, I couldn't here people. Hey at least I have hope. I tried and tried, and sadly losing hope again.

I fell back onto whiteness. Expecting to hit the ground, but failing. Like I was falling into an endless pit...then it felt like I was moving into a circle until I was lifted up. Like I was  being revived... if that makes sense.

I wake up!!!! I look around. I see no one... I feel more depressed. I...I hate myself. Am I that ugly that people can't stand to see me? You see this is why I don't let myself get connected...Maybe. Just maybe. I will commit suicide. I mean if everyone wants me to, I should right?! That will be the one thing I won't fail at.

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Sooooo.....Guess what I did?!!! Yep that's it...I updated!!!! Love you guys. Stay strong