So Sick of Love Songs (Teen Pregnancy)

chapter 4; mommy and daddy aren't for everyone

A/N hey guys i need a new cover picture?! Someone enter one please?! And This chapter i'm going to try hard on , and since it's break time i will be posting more than usual <3

Addies POV

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My alarm rang abrubptly at 6 a.m...on a saturday.

I woke up my eyes were still swollen from crying so much these last few nights. But i had to put on a face, some sort of special act because my mom and dad where both coming back from their trips. Me and Carson had a lot of cleaning to do today.

Carson hasn't forgiven me and has been keeping me under watch like a juvie kid. It killed me how i had hurt him so badly.

I really didn't mean to. I got caught up and thought of what everybody else was doing.

Then again part of it was his fault, he had noticed Lane flirting with me , he didn't stop it. He then invited me to a teenage party, where sex is casually in the air like pixies in pixieland damn it!

I began to cry again realizing how angry i was. I pulled on loose sweats and pulled my long hair into a side pony tail. I popped on my nerdy glasses that i rarely wore and walked out my bedroom door. 

I went grudgingly down the stairs to the kitchen. Carson was up and eating a bowl of fruity pebbles. He looked up at me, with his still angry yet almost sympathetic look. 

I ignored his look and spoke quietly before moving on, "After you finish willl you please wash your bowl and load the dish washer, then clean the kitchen. I'm going to do the living room and the bathroom."

He murmered one word "Okay" in between slurps of milk. 

I sauntered off into the bathrooms and cleaned making sure i was doing a good job. I then cleaned the living room, front room, and almost everything else. 

Cleaning got my mind off of things for a while. But then i had time to think, in the best place ever...the shower.

I closed my bathroom door and looked around the pale blue bathroom with the white trimming. I sighed and turned on the shower. 

I stepped in letting the hot water fall down my body. I started recapping this week and all its happenings.

My mom and dad would be so dissapointed. 

I came into realization, everyone make mistakes. Even those goody-too-shoe rich girls right? 

I needed to stop bringing myself down and smile like nothing was bothering me, because it shouldnt. I mean people do this all the time.

I then started remembering the fight at the mall. 

I laughed when i thought of my bestfriend beating a girls ass in the middle of our town mall. 

Crazy.

I finished in the shower and went into my room. I hurridly threw on clothes and checked my phone.

My newly good mood grew happier when i noticed two new text messaged.

"MOMMY<3: Hey darling we will be home in about 20 minutes! Miss you xxx"

I smiled at my moms text then went to the next, i smiled when i saw Carsons name.

"Bubby:) : Addie, i forgive you. Your still my sister and i love you. Now get the fuck outta the shower," 

I laughed out loud. Maybe Lane wouldn't inhabit my life as much as i thought he would.

I ran down the stairs not caring what i looked like wearing a loose hoody that belonged to Carson and some shorts.

"Mama Daddy!" I shouted as i saw them standing in the door way

Grins came across their faces as they grabbed me into a hug. 

Carson came down the stairs and joined the family hug. I didnt realize how safe my parents being there was like.

"So what did you kids do while we were gone!?" My dads voice boomed with excitment, always being into his childrens lives. 

I bit my lip as i then again recapped EVERYTHING. 

Then i thought of what Me and Paisley talked about at the Mall...Condom..No fucking Condom...What if...but no..I mean...it couldn't ..Could it.. I excused my self saying i didn't feel well and ran to my room locking the door.

Thinking to myself that i need to just wait....it might not be what i'm thinking.. God i hope not.