Stitching Wounds

Stitching Wounds 4

Hello so sorry I haven't updated. I had the story written but I had finals then there was Christmas and I just got busy. I want to thank Pandora_Star for reminding my ass to publish this soo here ya go!! ;)

WARNING: YAOI!! bad language

Sadly I DON'T own hetalia cause if I did YAOI!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Arthurs POV~~~~~~~~~~

Why. Why damn it. Why did Alfred do that again. I thought he was getting better. I can't be mad at him right now, but I'm hurt.

'I have to apologize' I thought to myself but maybe he doesn't want to talk or even see me right now or maybe never.  The thought was heart breaking because I have now fallen in love with him and I want to help and see him get better.

I get up and slowly walk up to the door, that was locked by Alfred, thinking what I was going to say. When I think of something that I think would be right for the moment, I knock on the door lightly.

"A - Alfred, can we talk p - please." I pleated almost in a whisper. I heard something move in the room behind the door that separates him and I. I thought maybe he was going to let me in but the moving went silent and my blood ran cold thinking the worst.

'What is he doing in there? Is hurting himself again? Oh god please be ok. Please move again or give me a sign that your ok.' But nothing. I felt sick. So sick that I might throw up.

"ALFRED PLEASE LET ME IN AND TALK TO ME!" I banged on the hard hoping he wouldn't ignore me if he was ok. My face felt hot liquid run down my face and I stopped pounding my fist on the door, turing my back to the door sliding down it. I sat there sobbing wondering what I should do. Should I call someone for help? should I wait to see if he was just ignoring me? Why is this so damm hard!

*click* the door unlocked and opened making me fall backwards. I hit my head on the hardwood floor and I winced. I opened my eyes to a smiling American who looked like he was struggling to hold back a laugh. It was probably the first time I have seen him smile and I loved it. He had such white teeth and his already beautiful blues brighten up and looked like shining crystals. They're gorgeous.

I quickly got up from my award position and stood up to face him. He was taller than me (I would never admit it but I like the taller guys). I looked at him relived that he was ok. I then realized that I was crying again, not in saddens but in relief.

"What are you crying for you silly dork?" The American spoke in a joking tone with a slight smile. I couldn't reply, I was just happy to know that he was ok. I hugged him tightly crying harder.

"I'm so sorry Arthur. I'm gonna stop for you. I promise I'm not going anywhere so please stop crying." I looked up felling gravity drag my tears down. His face was so serious.

"I like your smile better so please stop crying. Ok?" His voice was so calming and gentle.  I whipped my eyes and gave a little smile to let him know that I was ok. He gave a sweet smile back that made me melt. God he's HOT!

He picked me up bridle style, something I wasn't expecting, and carried me to the couch setting me down gently. He just cuddle up to me kissing my head every so often and I could feel my self drifting to sleep. He was soft and pudgy (from all the damn hamburgers) but that just made it more comfortable so I don't care. I looked at him and gave a quick peck on the lips then closed my eyes as I fell under a light sleep. Damn I love him.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Alfred POV~~~~~~~~

Did he fall asleep! Damn he's cute. Suddenly has to retain from taking his innocents *sweat* .....

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Hello sorry for not updating. I fell awful for not doing so. BUT I got it done so here.

I did a bit of fluff so maybe planning on doing some lemon. What do you guys think? I will try to update more.