WARNING: ANGST, ATTEMPTED SUICID
It was a Monday morning before school started and i walking on the edge of the roof if my school. When i say my lover(cus idk what gender to put) kissing a girl i looked at them shocked and i ran to them. One glance at me and they pushed the girl of them on to the floor of the roof. "Hey baby!" They told me trying to be innocent i look at them and all i could do was run. I just kept running until i found myself at my house thankfully my parents weren't there or i would get scolded and possibly get my phone taken away. I just sat there on my bed in my home clothes while my insecurities ate me whole You're not good enough! You're so ugly! He never even liked you! How could anyone like you? You should just die already! That was the only thing going through my head. I eventually fell asleep, the next day i had to go to school I tried to tell my parents i was sick but they weren't buying it. I was walking to roof when my ex stopped me "Baby i'm sorry it won't happen again!" They said "Mhm you said that the other 3 times." I said trying to keep calm and not bust out crying. "UGH, JUST GO KILL YOURSELF!" They said shouting at me "Gladly." I said with a small yet sad smile. They and some other kids looked at me in shock and ran after me when i was running to the roof top. When i made it some were telling me to jump "JUMP I BET YOU WON'T!" While some were telling me to stop come down from the edge of the roof top "Come on you don't wanna do this!" They said trying to convince me. But before anyone could say anything else "Everyone who hates me or hated me bullies me or bullied me i hope your wish come true." "What wish?" A bunch of people said i looked at the crying "My death." I said falling off the roof landing on the cold concrete the impact of the concrete and the force made my head bust. But my eyes were blinking and getting lower and lower and lower until it went black. I woke up in a white room sitting on a white bed wearing what I assumed to be a hospital gown i was still lying down when i felt my eyes getting heavier and heavier and heavier until it all went black. When i woke up for the 2nd time it was bright, brighter than a hospital i look to see a gate when i walked through...
(TBC)(Should i make this into a book?)
