Seth's Imprint

Chapter 5

I sat in my room the next day and by dinner time, Luna came upstairs with my mom. "Whats wrong sweetie?" my mom asked me. I looked away and she sighed. They tried to talk to me a little more but i didn't answer. By the fourth day, i haddent eaten or talked or moved from my bed except to go to the bathroom and shower. Seth came up to my room and he looked mad. "Raven, i know your sad, but thats no reason to let yourself waste away" he told me. I looked up to him and tears ran down my face. I rolled the sleeves to my hoddie up and he saw the red cuts i had make with a pocket knife. He gasped and sat down next to me.

"Please just talk to me. I need to know that the Raven i know and love is still in there" he said. I looked down and he sighed. "If you don't talk to me by tonight, I'm leaving in the morning" he said. He walked out of the room and the tears fell for hours. 

*Dream*

i heard the front door open and Seth saying good bye. I got up and ran down the stairs. I looked out the open door and saw him walking away. I stepped onto the porch and started crying. "Don't leave me like my mother did" i yelled. Seth turned back to me and smiled. I smiled sadly and he ran over to me. "She left me and the thought of you leaving me is to much to think about" i said. He nodded and kissed me. "I will never leave you. Even if you want me to" he said.

*End of dream*

I looked ot the window and saw Seth walking away. He stopped and looked to my window. He turned back away and tears fell. He disapeared and i sat on my bed. After a while i got mad at myself and screamed at the top of my lungs. I punched my pillow and cryed. Luna stood in the doorway and looked sad. "I have to go back home. Paul is comming with me" she said. I looked up at her and she smiled sadly. "I'll visit durring the summer" she said and walked away.

She left a little while later and i was sitting in my room crying. I got out of bed and changed into black botty shorts and a black tanktop. I walked into the kitchen and ate a sandwich. I ate an apple and walked out the front door. My dad watched me sadly and Jake watched me as if i was a shell of who i used to be. I walked into the woods and sat on the ground. i screamed as loud as i could and i could hear a pained howl in the distance. I ran in the direction it came from but couldn't find it. I leaned up against a tree and cryed. I went home and when i walked in, Quill dog whistled to me. "Shut up" i said. He looked shocked. "Jake, your the alpha now. I can't handle it" i said. I walked up to my room and into the bathroom. I took scissors and cut my hair so it was to the bottom of my ears.

After a year, i hadn't gone to school and i didn't care. I walked outside in a black booty shorts and a black bakini top. I had all black eye makeup on and i had black lip stick on. My short nails were black and my toenails matched. I walked out of the house and saw someone walk into the yard. I looked closer and saw Seth. I got mad and took out my pocket knife. I stomped into the woods and took my knife to my wrist. I slit my wrist across it and it healed almost instantly. I cut myself more and it healed over. It left a scar after a while and i did the same to the other side.

I closed my pocket knife and put it in my back pocket. I walked back home and my mom grabbed my wrist when i walked in. "Raven, what did you do?" she asked me. I looked away. "I saw him. He made me. He left me just like everyone else does" i said. She sighed and dropped my wrist. "Don't do that to yourself" my dad said. "Why? i do it because my father didn't want me till i was 14 and the one person that i loved with all my heart just up and said forget you" i yelled. "I hate my life and i hate all of you" i screamed and walked out the door. I ran away and stopped when i reached the highway. I walked for a while and a truck stopped next to me. "Need a ride?" a guy asked me. He had ash blonde hair that hung in his eyes and a small stubble on his chin.

I smiled and got in. "Thanks" i said. He nodded. "So where are you going?" he asked me. "I don't care. as long as its not to my house" i said. He nodded and i smiled. "So whats your name?" he asked me. "Raven. Whats your name?" i asked him. "Ash. How old are you?" he asked me. "15. how about you?" i asked him. "17" he said. "So are you running away?" he asked me. I nodded. "And i'm looking for some fun" i said. He smiled and patted the seat next to him. I scooted over and buckled in. He drove off and put a hand on my left theigh.

I smiled and my phone rung. "This is Raven. If you want to talk to me say 1. If you want to order me around, say 2. If you want me home hang up" i said. Ash laughed. "Raven, who was that?" i heard my mother ask. "Oh hey mom. No one. By the way, i won't be home for dinner. I'm having some fun tonight" i said. "Raven, please come home" she pleaded. "Ok. But only to pick up some clothes. Then i have to go" i said. She thanked me and i hung up.

"I need to go home to grab some things" i told him. He nodded and turned around. I gave him directions and smiled slightly. "What?" he asked me. "Well, my ex is there. And i was wondering if you wanted to make him jealous?" i asked Ash. He smiled and nodded. When we got to my house, i got out and Ash followed me. Everyone stepped out onto the porch. Ash grabbed my wrist and pushed me up against the cab of the truck. He pressed his lips to mine passionatly and pulled away a while later. I smiled and grabbed his hand. "Guys, this is Ash. Ash, this is my mother, father, friends and ex boyfriend" i said as i pointed to everyone making Seth last. He looked mad. "Anyways mom, i have to get some stuff. I'm going with Ash for a little while" i said. "Like hell!" Seth yelled. I sighed. "Honey, can you wait for me in the truck?" i asked Ash. He nodded and pecked me on the lips.

I walked into the house and up to my room. I packed a small duffel bag and went back down the stairs. I walked out the door and ran to the truck. Seth was being held back by Jake and Quill. I put my duffel on the floor of the truck. I sat next to Ash and he put his hand back on my theigh. After a few days, i descovered Ash was abusive when he was drunk. Which was almost always. I ran away and went back home with a busted lip and black eye. I didn't heal as fast now. I had bruises all over my body. I walked into the yard and saw Luna standing in the yard with Paul. "Luna!" i screamed and dropped my duffel bag. I ran over to her and hugged her. I pulled away and she gasped. "I know. I'm a wreck" i said. She laughed and nodded.

A truck pulled up in the yard and i saw it was Ash. "Rave! get over here" he yelled, angry. I did as he said and he grabbed me by the hair. I gasped in pain and he threw me to the ground. Paul and Seth both ran over to us. "Is something wrong over here?" Seth growled. "No, just go Seth" i said, spitting out blood. Ash picked me up my my wrist and drug me to the truck. He threw me in and i sat down next to him. He started the truck and i saw a face on Seth that made me brave. I jumped out of the truck and ran over to Seth. "Please help me" i whispered in his ear as i jumped into his arms.