I have always told myself, "No!"
"DON'T do that."
Because if I did do the things I thought I couldn't do,
I knew
That I would fail
I have never been good at most things
No talents
Not even with simple things
People make me nervous
So I'm not even good at conversation
Normally I sit or stand in the back ground
Blending in or trying to
But somehow lately it feels easier
Making my life happen
Doing things I thought I'd never do
But doing them anyway
For a purpose
For my family
So no matter what people may think of me
I know they can not hurt me
I can see who I am now
A woman who loves
And pushes herself
Who has Passion
For her purpose
In life
I'm me
Weird
Funny
Overreacting
Anxiety filled
Me
And I'm happy that I can make
ONE change In my life
And somehow it was
A major step forward in my future
ONE more step... Every day
And I'm closer..
Closer to finding me
