Divine love Sushant singh Rajput Ankita Lokhande

Chapter 2 : Meeting The Black Hole

Chapter two : Meeting the fully formed black hole

TRIVIA
BLACK HOLE:A large, massive star that has run out of fuel and collapsed in on itself. The remnant core or sphere is so densely packed that light and other objects cannot escape its gravitational pull.

At around evening that day we decided to go out for coffee at a nearby place . roohi called up samir to join us. I thought
I should put some nude makeup just to look refreshing in case i get snapped by some jobless paparazzi who write shit abt me . They call me fake .. alcoholic.... Well the truth is Iam neither .. if they think that its affecting me... they would be the most foolish... Iam a middle class girl ... I have values and experiences which make me immune to this Bollywood bullshit ..

Yes i want to be in movies ... but not any movie ... something deeper ... something that reflects people like us ... it should be an experience to the common people like us who when they go to the theatre to watch it should feel like its their story ... so raw ... like a truth hitting on their face .. so that when they leave after watching it ... they have something to take along with them ..... hmmm .. well you might think reality cant be entertaining.. especially the reality of the common man ... its sure will be a tear jerker ... But i believe every common struggling person has a very very long story.. and if u hold on to ur dreams without giving up the whole universe will conspire itslef to bring u the real happiness... A happiness that not even the biggest star or the wealthiest man or the most powerful world leader cannot define ... and thats wat my movies should end like ...

As i stand ther in front of mirror musing in my thoughts and applying kajal roohi calls me from the hall to hurry up as samir is already downatairs .. i am wearing a light pink chikankari kurta top and a white bottom .... Its kind of frustrates me sometimes that i have to live in a house full of painful memories .. Sidhart and me bought the house together 4 years ago ... I made it into Our home ... Most of the stuffs in it .. even my dresses have memories of the moments that we shared even the dress iam wearing today .. He brought me this top when he returned from shooting in lucknow ... sigh ... I keep reminiscing about us in the car on the way to a coffee shop near the bandra beach ..

even 2 years after we broke up .... I am in this habit rewinding myself about our shared memories ... i dont know why iam doing this to myself ... Maybe i was trying to know where i went wrong for him to leave me alone in our house on that fateful night ...and shut me off completely from his life ..... No ...I have this gutfeeling deepdown ... that our relationship was special.
.. that thers so much more to our story... its not the cliche boy leaves girl and girls keeps yearning for the boy even after 2 years ... No iam sure ...I cant go wrong with him ..... iam not a dumb girl to fall for the wrong person... My heart keeps telling me thers more to our story .. like this is not the end and their will be a continuation... its kind of a deja vu feeling... iam not able to suppress that feeling ... and I dont know why the universe is playing wid me this way ...

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