8 years ago in mid 2011, I got to witness the magic of Michael Jackson when I was only 4 years old and that video I got to see it was Thriller. And I'm not even kidding, the minute I saw Michael, my jaw dropped. I just thought over and over, "Who is this human being and how come I never heard of him until now?"
I mean, I was 4 years old and I suddenly was attracted to a guy who was freaking at the age of 24 at the time and should be 63 years old now.
I carried on seeing more videos of Michael when I grew up and eventually, I began a fan of him.
That is until I was 8 and stupidly, I decided to take a break and leave the MJ fan community for 2 months. I don't know, I just thought he was boring or something so I wen onto other artists like Ariana Grande, Nicki Minaj, One Direction. Blah, blah, blah until I found this (douchebag) called Justina Beaver.
And yes, I hate Justin Bieber with all my guts but back then, I didn't care, I was in love in him and I became a superfan of Bieber. What the bloody hell was wrong with me?
Anyway, I was addicted to him until one day, I was missing something. Something that I never thought I would miss and that was Michael. Yeah, yeah, yeah, Justin "can sing and dance" but Michael had something very more special. So I decided to quit being a Beieber and starting being an Moonwalker again.
So that's basically how I knew Michael Jackson and now, for the emotional part.
Michael without you, I'm nothing. Without you, I'm no one but with you, I feel like I'm a part of an awesome family.
Those special moments or you really brings a smile on every Moonwalker's face. If we can have you back just for one day, we all can sit, talk and laugh like we really wanted to do.
You have always been a special part of our lives and as if we couldn't suffer enough with this coronavirus thing, we had to greif over your death that I believe we didn't need to feel this way at all.
And if I was your daughter, I would be happy even if someone bullies me for it.
I miss you, a lot.
Rest in peace, Applehead.
"I love you more."
MJ 1958 - Forever