SH...NO ONE NEEDS TO KNOW Nathan Sykes & The Wanted Fanfic

Chapter 12

ellens pov

"so, are you happy for the last day of tour?" asked Monica, the interviewer. I'd been standing out on the street and she'd come over and started talking to me so I was being polite and answering her questions. "last day of touring?" I asked. "yes, this gig in Sidney is your last one." she said. "nope, it's our last gig in australia, now we're on our way over to America. It's a world tour and this has been week four, but we've got two weeks in America, then, uhm...I don't really know, but we're going somewhere else." I said.

For four weeks, Nathan and I had been hooking up all the time, but he still wouldnt tell anyone. At first I believed him saying he didnt want the fans to get pissed off, but I knew it wasn't that. It was starting to piss me off, a lot. We'd fuck, then he'd make me leave and wouldn't tell people.

"wow, may I say you look exhausted." said Monica. "ya, I know." I sighed. "now your traveling mates, the wanted, seem to be looking great, is the tour taking more of a toll on you then them?" she asked. "ya, those little sissies." I started. "see, I have this book, right there." I said and reached into my back pocket and grabbed it.

"this book I got at the beginning of tour." I said and showed her the little book that couch fit in my back pocket. "its basically a three month calendar, a fan gave it to me, thanks for it by the way." I said. "and basically it's the tour dates, so my goal is to fill it up with where I've been and if you can see this." I said and opened the book, shocking the pages to the camera.

"every single day has been stamped by a different club, in a different city, different country, different everything, every single night. So while the wanted boys are getting sleep, every single night I'm out partying and I'm fucking exhausted." I said.

"oh, so you're a partier." she said. "how did you not know that?" I asked and she shrugged. "so, where's the heaven in your heaven and hell?" she asked. "she's at dance rehearsals." I said. "oh, dont you have to be there?" she asked, I shrugged. "yah, but I've given up on myself ever dancing." I said. "so, what are you doing outside here?" she asked. "I was coming out for a smoke." I replied, the i saw Nathan come out of the building and he gestured to me.

"I've actually got to go." I said. "well, it was great talking to you, thanks." she said. "no problem." I replied, then walked down the street to Nathan. "hey there love." he said. "hi." I replied. "skipping out on rehearsals, rebellious cunt." he chuckled. "yup." I said. "what did you want?" I asked. "being a little snippy, what's up?" he asked.

"you." i replied. "so you noticed Keith's happy, good job, come on." he said and took my arm and pulled me inside the building. He walked me down the hall and into a room. I shook his grip off and he stopped in the room and looked at me. "when I said you were up I didn't mean your dick was hard, I meant you were a problem." I growled at him.

"what? Why am I pissing you off?" he asked as he raised his eyebrows at me. "nathan, we fuck, you tell me I mean something to you and then you refuse to tell anyone, even your friends!" I said. "so? Who cares if people don't know? We'll know." he said. "don't feed me that bullshit." I growled. "it's not bullshit." he said.

"yes it is, I'm not stupid nathan." I said. "you're sexy when you're mad." he said then kissed me. I froze, then gave into the kiss and wrapped my arms around his neck. He deepened the kiss and pushed his hands under my shirt.

He quickly ripped it off me and his followed. Then he shoved my pants down and started on his belt. He stopped and looked up at me. "you know i care about you baby." he said and cupped my cheek in his hand. "I love you Ellen, but I want this between us." he started.

"you're my own private escape from everything, the world, the band, the haters, the stress, everything." he continued and looked into my eyes. "love, you make me relax, you help me get away from the world, I don't know what I'd do without you. I want to keep what we have separate from everything else, I don't want it to be tainted by people knowing." he ended and kissed me lightly.

"just you and me, no one else, the two of us, fuck everyone else." he whispered and kissed me again. "so don't think that I don't care, I just want to keep you all to myself." he added and kissed me again. Then the talking stopped. We quickly shed our clothes and I gave in, again. I told myself i wouldn't, but he did it again, he got in my head and convinced me, messed with me, he could twist my mind and emotions...because I loved him.

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