Hey there readers im am sam, i am 15 years old and it sucks to be me. Here is my untold story. When i was five my mom and dad went to work leaving my two brothers, little sister and i in the hands of my moms brother, worst mistake ever but nobody knows why. People think i am normal, well guess again. My uncle is meantal not fully tho. Well he took us and his kids to a place called cotton mill a place to swim. I have always been the odd ball out of them all. My cousin and i decided to take a inflatable boat out but on the way there i met one of my friends so she decided to come to. My parents never tought me how to swim but my friend did know how to so i thought how hard could it be. She toldme to watch her dive out of the boat so i did well i tried but slipped and fell in.
I guess no one saw me fall but i grabed the front of the boat but on the bottom trying to pull myself up but i was too weak. I thought is this the last time ill be alive. Seeing the yellow light i was on my way to heaven cause it wasnt the sun i was under the boat. I suddenly awoke from the feel of sand on my back, somehow i found the strength to pull myself up i had lost my tubs in my ears. Crying i went to my cousin he tried helping me get the water out of my ears but it didnt really work so he went to go find his dad. He thought i should just stay there till everybody was ready to go.
Soon my mom came and i decided to go home with her, my cousin decided to go with me. I guess they never did know what happened. While i went to sleep after i got cleaned up i started thinking dont they care that i almost died should i tell them will they listen to me i mean im just five. Every since then i have had ear problems, during that summer my mom decided to get surgery on my left ear cause the doctor said to when i went in for an appointment. I was still only 5 but i didnt know what it really was like, so i ended feeling like crap after the surgery. It failed so my mom kept trying to fix it since i started kendergarden to 5th grade i finally told my mom enough was enough its never going to work forget it ill never be able to swim under water ever again or get water in my ears for it hurt me so bad i cried. Every time i went into surgery i came out feeling sick. Now i am 15 and can hardly get any sleep sometimes cause i like to sleep on my left side which is the side i have been getting my surgury at. For ever since i have started school it pops and is annoying but they are little pops the doctor said i cant let it pop like when people come into a different place and it pops my ears dont do that but now i am almost half way death, half way death in my left from all the surgery, So i say what and the teachers say speak up i cant hear as well as other people so i cant hear how loud im speaking that much. It makes me mad when people say huh cant hear you cause i think they really cant hear me. Well in 7th grade my parents decided we should move to a different state, which means moving from my only true best friend who gets my who i can be me who would lend me a sholder if needed. The only person to help me get away from my family who drive me crazy cause they dont get im not at all like them, the suffering ive gone through. Well im in a new school, new state, new.... people to meet. Im quite shy so i had no friends for a week but when it came to lunch time that next week a girl came and sat by me and got to know me we ended up becoming good friends and started to meet other people cause of her and i lifted off some of my shyness.
It all turned when i went into high school one friend at luch but once we are done eating she goes to the libary and reads which leaves me all by myself clueless what to do. I embarrass myself some times cause i have no true friends here. I guess I dont really know thepeople here.
