Bruised Hearts (Itachi x oc x Kakashi)

chapter 1

Hello everyone! I hope you like it and please ignore my mistakes after all english isn't my first language. 

oh and by the way guys the first three chapters or four still i don't really know will be in third prov of narrator's 

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"congratulation, You are pregnant." The nurse said with a happy smile on her face that didn't match the stunned look on the blonde lady's face. She shook her head over and over again as if she was trying to woke herself up. On the other side of the room stood a white haired man beaming in delight and happiness despite the pain he felt in his heart. He had fallen in love with the blonde beauty. His heart was devoted to hers and only hers. So anyone could imagine the hidden pain in his heart, the jealousy that was burning his guts turning them into ashes. But he learned how to cope with this pain. What truly hurt him is the fact that did it with a guy that she couldn't remember his name nor his face. 

It all happened one night. Just like every other night since the war ended and since she lost her beloved brother and the one man who managed to break her walls and enter her stone heart. Tsunade was sitting in on of the many bars she visited, mourning the death of those who meant the world to her. She thought maybe drinking would make her forget, get over the hole within her heart. Sitting on the stool next to her was a man grieving the death of his wife. A small talk and two bottles of sake and they found themselves in an hotel room trying to find a different way to forget their sorrows. The night ended followed by the sun shining through the windows. Tsunade woke up alone, naked and filled with regret. After a few weeks, Tsunade managed to get rid of the guilt eating her up, but only to start doubting that she is pregnant. That was how she found herself at the hospital with Jiraiya who insisted on joining her. 

"That's great. I'm gonna be an uncle.....or maybe a father. Hey, How old is she or her?Is it a he or she? we must start decorating the baby's room. Tsunade, which room will be the child's?" Jiraiya started shooting bunch of question excitingly. 

"I want to get rid of it." Tsunade said with eyes filled with determination as she looked at Jiraiya telling him to keep his opinion to himself, her mind was set on miscarriage and no one will stand in her way. The air was thick with tension, you could simply cut through with a knife.

"What but why? You will be blessed with a little Tsunade. She will be your beam of happiness. sh-"

"I.said.I.want.to. get.rid.of.her" she said slowly but deadly. Her eyes were fierce fixed on Jiraiya's as if daring him to oppose her once again.

"Sorry to interrupt but I think you can't, Lady Tsunade." said the nurse with a low shaken voice. 

"Why the hell not? I will do what i won't. And I said I want to get rid of her." Tsunade screamed at the poor girl who took a few steps back.

"Please,Lady Tsunade. Calm down. This is not good for your-"

"Don't say mine. That child isn't mine and I want to get rid of it."

"Sorry but that will be impossible. You are already in the 7th week and operating this surgery will harm you m'lady." said the nurse."And you of all people know that this is impossible."

Reality hit her hard. She knew that what the nurse said was true but she couldn't accept that child. 

"Why Tsunade? Why do you want to get rid of you own blood?" Said Jiraiya with an angry tone.

"it isn't Dan's." She said not realizing the few tears that escaped her honey orbs. The anger running through her veins turned into sadness as she remembered the death of her beloved. Even the tension that filled the room turned into sadness. 

"Stop talking about the baby as if he is an animal,Tsunade. You must move on you can't just cling to the past and keep grieving. Life move on. You must move on as well. Cling to this beam of light that will enter your life soon enough."

"I'm filled with guilt since that night ,Jiraiya. It feels like I cheated on-"

"Dan is dead,Tsunade." Jiraiya shouted making Tsunade jump in her place with wide eyes. Seconds later her eyes were filled with tears, blurring her vision. The shout was a reminder. But she wished she wasn't reminded. Talking about him like he is still alive relief her pain.

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*The 25th of November*

It is the birth of Tsunade's daughter. Over the last months, Jiraiya never left her side for unknown reasons. Maybe because he fell in love with the little girl before she was born or maybe because he pitied her. He just wished that the sight of the baby girl will soften Tsunade's heart and make her approve of the little girl. If not he will be her family, that was a promise he made to himself. 

After endless screaming, shouting and encouraging words, finally Jiraiya heard a loud cry. A new hope was bought to this world. 

Few minutes later, Jiraiya was sitting with Tsunade waiting for the nurse to bring the new beam of light into the room. Just while they were thinking about the newborn, The door opened to enter a nurse cradling the little senju who was wrapped in a pale pink blanket hiding her from the world. Jiraiya jumped on his feet eagerly to see the newborn.

The nurse walked towards the mother who was looking anywhere other than them. The nurse leaned towards Tsunade extending her arms towards her to hand her the little girl. Tsunade looked at the newborn wrapped up in the pale pink blanket. Tufts of sandy blonde hair was peaking from the blanket bundle. She couldn't tell if she inherited her eyes or not as she was asleep. Jiraiya was yearning to hold her, baby her but he felt like Tsunade needed this more than him. He watched as his friend,comard, lover cradled the baby, her eyes didn't try to look anywhere other than at her.Even when someone knocked on the door and a new presence came in. She didn't try to spare that person her attention as she was fully focused on the small one. Lord third made his way to stand beside Jiraiya watching the scene infront of him with a soft smile on his face. 

"What is her name?" Asked Lord third. Tsunade for the first time she looked at both Jiraiya and her sensei. 

"I don't know.....what should we name her?" asked Tsunade as she looked back at the small child once again.

"How about ........Hikari." said Jiraiya with a wide grin.

"Hikari?" asked Tsunade.

"Yes Hikari.....she may be the beam of light that will lighten up the darkness. What do you think?" said Jiraiya

"well She truly is a beam of light." Said the third Hokage looking at his formal student as she cradled her newborn. 

Suddenly she opened her eyes slowly, blinking a few times. Blue orbs met the honey colored ones. 

"Her eyes are blue just like the sea." exclaimed Jiraiya causing the girl to cry. 

"Shut up,Jiraiya."Said his sensei shaking his head.

"Tsunade, She will be such a beauty when she grow up." said her sensei as he poked the newborn cheeks.

"Jiraiya, you need to learn how to take care of her." said Tsunade.

"UH why are you......proposing to me ,my princess." said Jiraiya with a small blush as his nose bleed alittle.

"I swear Jiraiya. If my hands weren't full I would have hit you sending you to a new dimension." Said tsunade. "Any why, you will take care of her." 

"What do you mean?" 

"I'm not capable to look after her."