Dont Let Me Go- A Payzer Love Story

TWENTY-FOUR

"Only know you love her when you let her go."

-Let Her Go, Passenger

Liam.

"I love this!!" -Lux said excitedly as Sophia handed her the teddy bear.

"I'm glad you like it Lux." -Sophia replied smiling.

We stayed with Lou and Lux for a while before we decided to head back to the tour bus, specially since the show was going to start in a few hours.

I was still trying to figure out why Sophia got something for Lux. There's nothing wrong with it, I'm actually glad she got something for her. It's just that Sophia doesn't really get along with most of the crew. And little kids aren't her favorite people. When I asked Sophia she just said that she decided to change how she was. Making everything even more weird and confusing.

"Liam you got something in the mail." -Niall said as we entered the tourbus.

"Are you sure it's for me?" -I asked Niall as he went through a pile of papers.

"Yeah. You're the only one named Liam here right?" -Niall asked stuffing his face with cookies.

I laughed before I grabbed a yellow envelope that Niall had placed in the table.

"Well guys I'll be back later. I'm going to go and hang out with the crew." -Sophia said walking outside before I even had the chance to speak.

I shrugged before looking at the envelope once again. It had my name printed in bold letters, the address of the Alamodome under it.

I carefully opened it, making sure nothing fell off. When I looked inside the envelope I saw many pictures. Why would someone send me pictures on the mail?

When I grabbed one I realized they where pictures of two people, a couple. The girl was wearing skinny jeans and a beige button up shirt. For some reason the girl looked familiar. I looked closer at the picture before I realized it was Danielle.....with Dylan?

"Liam, mate, what's wrong? You're all pale now." -Niall said worriedly as he stood up.

I nodded, not being able to speak. I continued staring at the pictures, seeing them kissing and holding hands broke my heart. Knowing that she had broken her promise of never loving anyone else besides me made it all worse.

But i guess i was being selfish because i was the one who would go out with someone else when i could simply break up with Sophia. Now this is the price i have to pay for this stupid decision.

"Niall do you know where Danielle is?" -i asked as he looked up.

"I think she's with Harry helping him clean the mess Louis made in the restroom." -i nodded before walking towards the restroom, deciding on how i should start the conversation.

The door to the restroom was open, Harry's curls visible from where i was.

"Danielle can i talk to you?" -i asked as calm as possible despite the fact that i was dying on the inside.

Danielle and Harry looked up as i entered the restroom.

"Well i'll give you guys some space." -Harry said standing up and going somewhere.

Danielle looked up, waiting for me to talk. I sighed before i extended my arm towards her, motioning for her to get the pictures.

"What is this?" -she asked confused. I just nodded, motioning for her to look.

I watched as her different emotions flashed through her eyes: pain, fear, guilt.

"Can you explain what those pictures are?" -i asked as she kept staring at them.

"How did you get them? Who gave them to you?" -she asked as she stood up in a hurry, the pictures held tightly in her hand.

"It doesn't matter. What matters is that you explain what they are and why the fuck you where kissing him!" -i said in a loud voice, causing her to flinch.

"Im sorry okay? I knew it was wrong but h-he asked me out on a date and well things happened and we kissed." -she said whispering the last part.

"What? Why would you agree to go on a date with him?"

"Because i cant wait for you until you fucking decide to breakup with Sophia!" -she yelled getting angry.

"But you promised not to love anyone else besides me!"

"I never said i loved him!" -she said, throwing the pictures on the floor.

"But if you kissed him then that means you feel something for him." -i said in a quieter voice.

"Liam when will you fucking understand that i don't love him?"

"But you-"

"Let me talk. I wasnt done." -she said interrupting me. - "yes i kissed him i get it. But that doesn't mean anything. The kiss didn't mean anything."

"Then why did you kiss him?" -i whispered.

"You really want to know?"

I nodded before she sighed, looking at me with teary eyes.

"I kissed him because i wanted to forget about you. I wanted to forget about all the fucking promises you made to me. You promised to always love me and that you would never break my heart. But guess what? You have broken all of them." -she cried as tears rolled down her cheeks.

"I didn't break any of my promises! You are the only person i love!'

"No Liam, you don't get it. I gave you a second chance when you said you wouldn't break my heart again. But you do it everytime you are with her. You think everything is okay by us going out behind her back but it's not. You are hurting both of us. You-"

'I am not hurting any of you! Don't say that because you and i both know you fucking agreed to this." -i said interrupting her.

"Yes but i only agreed to that because you said you where going to break up with her so we could start all over again. But you never did that." -she said before she walked out of the restroom. I sighed before i followed her into the living room.

"The only reason i havent broken up with her is because i dont want to hurt her!" -i yelled trying to make her listen. Niall and Harry looked up, obviously confused about what was going on. Zayn, who was coming from the direction of restroom, motioned for Niall and Harry to give us some space.

"Oh so you would rather hurt the one person you "love" instead of hurting the one you dont love? Wow Liam you fucking did it this time honestly." -She looked at me with a hurt expression before she tore off the bracelet i gave her two years ago. Without looking, she threw it at me before going outside.

She was right. I didn't want to hurt Sophia but i was so fucking stupid and didn't realize that i was hurting Danielle. But what should i do now? I mean, Sophia would probably hate me for the rest of her life because after all she did love me more than i ever loved her. But is it really worth it to hurt Sophia in order to keep Danielle forever?

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Hii guys!! I was going to update yesterday but 1. i didnt have any wifi and 2. i had writers block. So yeah heres your update and things will only get more intense. Well a little but yeah there will be some drama and Mike may or may not come back again.

So will Liam breakup with Sophia or will he chicken out and stay with her?

Take care. xx