LIFE WITH CIRCUMSTANCES

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I  woke up so late, l didn't see Richard in the room. And l saw missed calls from Stella and sms
" sweetheart, it's time to eat"
"Sarah,sweetheart please come on the  food is becoming cold"
"Honey!,your husband is almost here come please??!" 
I checked my phone it was already 7:15pm . I was late for dinner almost 15 minutes and Richard didn't bother to wake me up. I worn my loosen dress and went down stairs so fast, l could see Richard ,Natty and Stella eating.
"Well,hyi Guys.. am sorry for being late I was in asleep"
"Just settle and eat,your excuses are not needed it's table manners"
"Alright ." Stella was just staring at Richard how he could respond me in such manner.
"Mum,did you tell dady about Saturday?" (Smiling)
"Well Natty l forgot?"
"Telling?! What's it again your hiding from me Sarah?"
"Dady,it's alright she forgot, but l ask her to speak with you about weekend vibe we enjoy."
"So much childish!!,Natty am busy working so l don't have enough time to make such vibes you can do it with mum."
"Richard!! What senseless words your trying to talk to our child" ( this was too much now how Richard could answer)
"Mmh!just go and enjoy with that so on friend of yours" Richard then left from the table.
"Mum it's alright dad is busy l understand, l won't disturb you ok mum." 
"Yes daughter , I will talk to him".
"Sweetheart,l love you Sarah". I don't know why l felt so much pain concerning Sarah because Sara is a woman who isn't clumsy, she is so quite, friendly , admirable and familiarity to people.
   
Sara's POV
" well guys l need to sleep now, Natty and Stella good night." I was so much hurted how Richard becomes like a mafia. I was wondering if that is Richard who l knew from the start of our love.
" good night mum, l love you."
" nights,sweetheart ."
I went guest room to sleep,l didn't feel facing Richard. This now is becoming too much.
Early in the morning at 4:30am,I got a call and it was from Richard, l was tired now, I didn't want to respond because he makes me to be more worse. Untill at 6:30am I heard someone knocking!  I guessed this must be Richard.
" yes come in"(I could open the door)
"Ok,so you decided to sleep here right?" 
"Does it affect you any way?"
"Mmh!!ok l guess your period of pregnancy disturb you a lot"
"No Richie,am good,and am fine about sleeping here" (l waved a boring smile)" so you can continue with your hard working,i need to rest" (l wanted to close the door and Richard stopped me and forced me a kiss , lcould lgnore and slap him)
"Richard,go and focus with business, leave me alone by now"
"So you refused my kiss, and slap me?"
" just get out from here l need to be alone"  I shouted so harshly and Richard left.
I didn't believe l was seeing tears falling from my eyes, l have never felt such situation ,l wondered if Richard was playing with my mind, he was trying to tease or he was trying to control me? Am tired now with many questions about this man, this love was becoming worse as l can see! I could sometimes blame upon my self but I know marriage isn't an easy thing you need to agree with all conditions. 
  Life  changes in every channel of the world, there is no one who can be stable but everyone is dynamic with characters habits and lives but not the way you see them outside and their looks.
                  Byeee...👍