When You Bake - BeomJun✔️

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WARNING: ERRORS AHEAD.

Night time. It's been a month since Soobin died. He became so distant with people around him. Well, except for one person.

He's lying down on his bed. Looking at the ceiling. Tears falling through his eyes. Thoughts running through his mind.

Have you ever felt guilty? Well, all of us can feel that. But Yeonjun... is currently blaming himself. Being so guilty. He felt that he's the reason why Soobin died.

If he didn't just do that—breaking up with Soobin, maybe he didn't die. Kai told him that Soobin don't get enough sleep. One of the cause of his leukemia.

[A/N: CORRECT ME IF IM WRONG BUT THATS WHAT I KNOW ADKSLDB]

If he didn't di that, maybe they are still happy, or maybe if Soobin's life would really be that short, maybe they shared their happiness longer.

A tear dropped through his eyes. It twinkled as the stars do. He wiped it up. But, the tears continue flowing. He tried to stop it, but he can't.

He even stopped himself on baking. He remembered when he was baking breads for Soobin. He remembered when Soobin came to his apartment, whenever he's making doughs, the younger will hug him from the back and will say, 'Yeonjunie, Yeonjunie, you're only mine, okay?'

When he remembered his voice, he covered his ears. He closed his eyes. And cried. He stopped a little bit as he heard a ring from his phone, the caller ID says it's Choi Beomgyu.

"What about n-now?" He can't even say the words clearly.

"You want me to come there? I think it's better to have someone at your side, if you don't want to, then okay," said Beomgyu from the other line. Beomgyu curved his lips to a small smile—small smile of sadness.

He can't see him like that, but he needs someone at his side. If he'll decline it, he will still go.

"O-okay," Yeonjun said as his heart became calm.

"I'm on my way, bye," said from the other line as it ended the call.

The fact that Yeonjun ignores everyone, but not this man who's named Choi Beomgyu.

Minutes have passed, he heard a sound of horn, probably came from Beomgyu's car.

Beomgyu is damn rich. He can even buy your whole life.

Yeonjun came out of his bedroom and went downstairs. He opened the door and he saw him, smiling so bright like nothing happened. But his eyes... it shows a lot of sadness, a lot of suffering. Yeonjun told himself, 'I hope he's okay.'

"I bought ramyeon. You wanna eat? I think you still haven't eaten," said he, as he show a bag of ramyeon. Woah. This man is really freakin' rich.

It's already 11 PM, but Beomgyu still managed to do those. It made his heart flatter.

But then, sadness came... again. He remembered whenever Soobin will come at his apartment even though it's already late.

They cooked ramyeon and started eating. Beomgyu made Yeonjun happy. He made him laugh. And that completed his day.

Yeonjun keeps on laughing as Beomgyu keeps on throwing jokes. But not until, his sight became blurry and then,

everything went black.