You Are My Blessing in Disguise (COMPLETED)

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No one in this world is permanent
All are just Temporary

Bat binawi ka kaagad?why is it so cruel? Why are they so cruel?we have memories! We made a millions of Memories but what is the used of it if iiwan mo Rin Lang Naman ako?
Why is the world is so unfair?! Why minsan nangalang akong naging masaya binawi pa agad?Galit ako, Galit na Galit... Dinudurog ako sa tuwing nakikita Kitang nagdudusa Ang mag Isang lumalaban sa sakit mo... Bat di mo sinabi Ng maaga? What is the use of our realtionship if Hindi mo Naman pala sinasabi saakin Ang lahat? Edi Sana I spend my whole time with you Sana ginawa natin Ang mga bagay na gusto nating gawin Ng magkasama but I think ako nalang mag Isa Ang gagawa nuon para sayo... Please I don't want to loose you my love... Hindi ko Kaya...

I'm here walking in the hospital corridors towards your room my hands are shaking and I can't barely stand straight because I'm afraid what if anytime pwede Kang mawala saakin? But I have to be brave para Makita mong lumalaban din ako na para lumaban kadin...

And there I saw you coughing with blood and crying in pain... Nakita ko talaga sa mga Mata mo na hinang Hina kana... But I want you to fight ... Kahit para saakin manlang I know that I'm selfish but selfish na Kung selfish because that's how I love you!

Nakita ko,nakita Ng dalawang Mata ko Kung paano ka nila tinurukan Ng pamapatulog... Kusa nalang tumulo Ang mga luha ko nang Hindi ko namamalayan, tinanong ko Ang sarili ko. Tama ba ako ? Tama ba na pinipilit Kitang lumaban kahit pagud kana? Tama ba na lumaban pa ako at sabihin sayo na huwag mokong iiwan,na dapat ay nagpapahinga kana.

Umalis ako na umiiyak nalilito, Kasi halu halu Ang mga nasa isipan ko at Ang Sabi Ng puso ko na Kaya ko Kaya? Kaya ko kayang mabuhay na Wala ka? Sino nalang Ang tagapagligtas ko? Sino nalang Ang magsasani na Kaya ko?

And suddenly may nakasalubong akong Batang babae
Feeling ko naka chemotherapy siya Kasi Nanglalagas Ang buhok nya , and suddenly lumapit siya saakin naka wheelchair Lang siya sabi nya,

Ate why are crying namamaga Kasi mga Mata mo are you broken hearted? Iniwan kaba o iiwanan palang , and I suddenly laugh at her statement...

I replied, hahha Ang kulit mo ha paano mlnalaman na iiwan palang ako? And she said , ramdam ko Rin Yan ate nuong iiwanan palang kami ni mama dahil sa sakit nya na cancer and like you I did the same thing, I cried and dumbfounded that time Po Kasi bakit pa sila binigay Kung kukunin Lang din Naman? But I realized ate na walang permanent sa mundo we are all borrowed, may aalis at may dadating, may dahilan Ang mga pangyayari, may natututunan din Tayo sa mga bagay na nawawala  and lilipas
And that is Hindi sila aalis para iwanan Tayo aalis sila para palagi tayong gabayan...

And then she left me with a confused smile but before that lumingon  siya at sabi nya ,balikan muna siya ate baka ikaw nalang hinihintay nya...
And by that tumakbo ako pabalik sa kwarto nya and....

Time of death 11:11 pm

Wala na siya Ang lalaking minahal ako kahit na napaka maldita ko napaka bongagera napaka illusyonada at lahat...

Wala na Ang knight and shining armor ko

Wala na Ang best friend ko

Wala na Ang lalaking minahal ko sa loob Ng 10 taon

Wala nasiya....

And by that I run it's raining, Ang lakas Ng ulan I suddenly stop at the nearest convenience store and suddenly a song played, Can you Feel the love tonight by Boyce Avenue ...

Our them song...

There's a calm surrender To the rush of day When the heat of a rolling wave Can be turned away...

(Why did you leave me?
Bakit? Why did you turn away?)

An enchanted moment And it sees me through It's enough for this restless warrior Just to be with you...

(I remembered all our happy memories turns out to nothing ...
Just like that ? Ganon pang ba Yun?)

And can you feel the love tonight? It is where we are It's enough for this wide-eyed wanderer That we've got this far And can you feel the love tonight? How it's laid to rest? It's enough to make kings and vagabonds Believe the very best...

(Sa Tagal Ng mga araw na pinag samahan natin parang kulang parin, Lalo na ngayong Wala kana , I'm. Just like a puzzle who lost one of it's pieces, but siguro Tama Yung Bata kanina na kailanagan Kong tanggapin na Wala kana, and continue my life without you, Baka may reason talaga Kung bakit ka kinuha saakin... But I am honored to have you my love... Goodbye my sweetest first love...)

And can you feel the love tonight? It is where we are It's enough for this wide-eyed wanderer That we've got this far And can you feel the love tonight? How it's laid to rest? It's enough to make kings and vagabonds Believe the very best...

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Hello Elites❤️
I know that this is too cliche but I hope na nagustuhan nyo, I know that this too tragic but no one is permanent in this world, even your love can fade unintentionally. This story is not all about how you fight ,instead on how you overcome people who can't bring back to life. As for me my mom died when I was 4 years old at young age pinag kait saakin Ang pagmamahal Ng Isang in, but now I'm still lucky cause I have a sweet and caring step mom.

And for all who've encountered this kind of story , Hindi pang patungkol sa Romantic way but also sa Love ones nyo... We can overcome this, Fighting!