Promises That We Will Keep♥️ Rikara

Chapter 45

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My world stopped with just that one line I couldn't hear anymore what they were talking I wanted to move and go up but my body wasn't reacting it felt so much painful, I wasn't wounded anywhere but it was paining so hard.

I carried myself up in bedroom I seat on bed and tried to control my uneven breath and heartbeat. Even if he had any past it's okay I never dared to ask him, I m possessive more than I should be. It's okay it was his past if somebody was there than it's all gone now he loves me I can feel from his behaviour.

More than that girl?

Did he ever tell how much he loves you?

Does he compare you with her?

Do I keeping him happy more than her?

I close my ear not wanting to hear all these I run to balcony, I m trying to find peace inside me when there storm in my heart. I know I shouldn't react but I can't help this is the way I m, I love him so damn much. I don't know when I fall for him and why I never fall for anyone else but it's life it had different chapters rules and questions for all.

I heard door opening noise and I m not ready to face him, not right now. He must be missing her I don't want to look in those eyes and feel them looking for someone else.

My heart is so selfish and small, I can't accept or share my place in his life, in his heart.

"Gishi, are you there?" He walked after the question.

Right now I don't have power to talk or reply. I want to avoid him, as well this world.

He wrapped his arms around my waist, with his touch my body melt. Today I m wearing turtle crop top. Now I m cursing myself for that. His hand is on my bare waist making me forgot all.

And that's what we want!

I want to hug him tight, maybe I shouldn't do that but I have alright to do that.

I turned and hugged him, surprising him.

"What happened Gishi? Are you fine?" Suddenly his voice is full of concern.

"Did I hurt you?"

Lot's

I wanted to say but I couldn't speak a word. I just hugged him and forgot the whole world around me.

"Gishi, now you are scaring me?" He tried to see my face but I tighten my hold on him. He kissed my forehead.

He rubbed his hand on my back, I didn't cry just kept myself close to him. Maybe my inner self needs a surety that he is mine.

I slowly broke the hug pulling away myself from him after a long time, he kept mum when I didn't reply to him at all.

I walk inside bedroom and seat on bed, Om came following me. Still looking at me for answers. I don't know what to do or say.

"Do you want to talk about it?" He asked softly.

"No" I replied without thinking anything.

"Okay, let's have breakfast" he said and sat beside me. I noticed he had already brought breakfast with him.

Without any other question he feed me, and I feed him. I don't want him to feel that I m upset because of him, because it's a stupid past which is hurting me.