Chapter one

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Your POV

I have known Barry Allen for a long time ever since he was about ten,  I was also the LAST one to find out he's the flash. Like come on, I'm his best friend, oh wait that's Iris. (You can just taste the bitter) what I'm trying to say is, basically Barry is in love with iris and I'm in love with Barry, but back to when I found out, this is kinda how it went.

" REALLY BARRY YOU WAITED THIS LONG TO TELL ME YOUR THE FLASH!?" I yelled walking around star labs.

" y/n I'm sorry but I was keeping -" before Barry could finish I yelled again.

" KEEPING ME SAFE! NO!! THAT NOT GOING TO BE YOUR EXCUSE!"

" calm down please let me explain." Barry walked closer to me but I backed away and headed for the exit, saying.

" Barry if you wanted me out of your life you should have said it." I said with  obvious hurt in my voice. Then I was gone,

It's been about a week since that I'm still locked in my room, oh did I Forget to mention, I live with joe, iris, and Barry, yeah I was adopted by joe around when Barry moved in. So I have been in my room the whole time, literally Joe brings me food. And I have a bathroom connected to my room. But you're probably wondering why I'm being so  dramatic about it, and not why I have a bathroom connected to my room.

Well the answer to that would be. Me and Barry have told each other everything even if it made the other cry, like him telling me he loved iris and not me.

But he didn't even attempt to tell me he was the flash if he did I would have known, now to make things worse I was supposed work for star labs with the flash but I wouldn't get to know who he was, which was stupid, but that's off the point, now I have to go in to day, I already said I would before I knew who the flash was so now I can't just be like

" sorry people who are doing amazing things for the world I'm upset with Barry I can't work for you." It's childish.

After a 30 minute shower I got dressed to impress. More like show Barry what he's missing. I put on a  professional yet  hot looking dress, it was a  skin tight black dress, it showed all my curves, I put my hair in a messy bun, and did a  natural look.

That all took about an hour, then I got in my car and drove to star labs, on the way I was thinking " why did they ask for my help? Was it my medical degree?"

I soon made it to star labs. I sat there for a few minutes hoping Barry wouldn't be in there, after a good five minutes I got out of my car, walked into star labs only to be met with basically my whole family, ( Joe, Barry, and iris." And the rest of team flash.

Kaitlyn Walked up to me, then hugged me and said." Nice to see you y/n we thought you weren't coming, oh and thank goodness there are now three girls, the boys just don't understand how to dress probably for work." iris, Kaitlyn, and I  laughed, while the guys shouted.

" HEY"

I've been here for a good 30 minutes, Barry. Keeps looking over at me. I just look away and ignore him. Why wouldn't I. He lied to me for months. But hey now I'm his doctor, I guess kattie/ killer frost couldn't keep up with the  injuries  Barry keeps getting himself into.

Suddenly, an alert went off and Barry rushed out. I may be mad- no upset but I hope he doesn't get hurt.

Barry was dealing with not a crime but a girl wanted to jump off a high building. And that was sad I was kinda crying, but so was Kaitlyn and Iris.

After a few minutes Barry still couldn't calm he down so he told he to wait a minute he ran back to star la s and grabbed me, I think he thought because of my past with mental illness I could help, and with in seconds I was on the roof beside this young girl, she only looks to be 14, I took her hands  and started talking," I know that right now it feels like nothing will get better, and me saying it will get better won't help but, I have been where your at, I know it hurts, but we can get you some help. And it will get better I promise, although it will get a lot worse before it gets better. But after your better life is amazing, and fun. Please come down. You have a full life ahead of you."  The little girl was crying, but so was I. I haven't heard the speech I just gave to her for about 5 years. Joe gave it to me,  I had locked myself in the bathroom with joes razor. But I won't get into that.

The girl hugged me but we tripped over the side, I thought this is it I'm done, oh and what a great job you're doing y/n taking a child with you, but I was sadly placed on the ground by Barry/flash. The girl was still on me. I hugged her tight. Then the little girls mom came running in. She thanked me a lot. 

I walked into star labs and joe hugged me, really I mean really tight.

" hey dad I can't breath." I laughed as he let me go.

"I'm just so proud of you." I gave him a kiss on the check and we walked in to the others.

Barry pulled me aside into the hallway. " y/n can we talk?" He asked. I was gonna be sassy but I wasn't upset with him anymore, how could I be, with that baby face I just love.

" yes." I sighed

" I'm really sorry." He started rambling. I stopped him, by wrapping my arms around him. Giving him a hug. He pulled me closer wrapping his arms around my waist. Then I was sad again, you ask why? Probably not but I'm gonna tell you anyway. I was sad because, I knew this is all I would ever get from him, he loves iris.

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