Nayeon's POV
Gosh I expected it and all but why does it still hurt?. I can't seem to stop these tears from escaping my eyes.I'm so weak I tried calling chaeyoung but she didn't pick up. I hit my head on the steering wheel as I let myself cry.
Is it really weak to cry? Is it really weak to give up on someone who loves somebody else?.
Many questions but no one can even answer it. Why make my life harder as it is?.
I continued sobbing when suddenly I heard a knock on the window. It startled me wiping the tears off my face I saw jihyo outside.
This is where decisions are important should I drive away from her or should I talk to her?.
No I can't ruin a happy relationship just for my happiness. I started the engine ready to drive out when jihyo went in front of my car raising her arms.
It's like she knows I would drive away. I opened the door leaving the car. "Can you please move?" I said unexpectedly hearing a crack on my voice.
I was fighting back crying in front of her not again I don't want her to feel bad trust me I learned my lesson.
"Talk to me nayeon" She says going to me holding both my arms. "Don't run away from me" She says looking at my eyes those eyes that's hypnotizing me when I look at them.
"I can't" I said to trying to let go from her grip but she held my arms tighter. "No you can" She says hugging me.
It's like the tables have turned and I was now the broken one feeling like this is Déjà vu makes my heart ache.
There I broke down like a weak person with just a simple embrace from her.
I hid my head on her neck as I cried even harder when she hugged me tightly drawing imaginary circles on my back.
It's the first time I felt so weak under her touch. "Let it out nayeon" She says in such a soothing voice.
My body was shaking as I continued crying she was still hugging me.
She was quiet the whole time and it comforted me the silence made me calm after an hour.
"Let's head out here the mall is about to close" Jihyo says taking out a handkerchief wiping the tears that was still visible in my face.
"Let me drive okay?" She asks while I nodded. I can't even bring myself to smile as we both entered my car.
She holds my hand as she starts driving with keeping her eyes on the road. "Tell me if you're ready to talk" She says and it just made me shed tears again.
I look down as my hands started shaking again. "Calm down I'm not leaving you this time" She assured as I glanced at her to see that she was looking at the road ahead of us.
"Are you sure?" I managed to ask in such a raspy voice. She holds my hand tighter nodding her head.
"Yes I'm sure" She says turning the car to the right. "Where are we going?" I asked looking at the window.
"My house I don't know you're address" She says turning to the right again we stayed silent the radio was the only thing being heard.
She parks my car in front of her large house as she lets go of my hand. I already missed her warmth but I can't be too greedy she has a boyfriend now and I should respect that.
She now sees me as a friend and I should stop falling for her but How?. "Hey let's get inside it's getting cold out here" She says giving her chauffeur the keys to my car.
"I'm okay I'll go home now" I say while she shook her head holding my wrist. "Don't worry I'm not a serial killer you can enter my house" She says jokingly.
Like I didn't even confess to her about my love for her like I didn't even cry in front of her.
You really changed jihyo. I let her pull me inside her house. "Sorry for intruding" I said while she chuckled going to the kitchen.
After a minute of me exploring the whole entire living room jihyo goes up to me giving me a glass of water.
"Thank you" I said taking the glass drinking the water inside it. I felt myself calming down after.
"It's dangerous to drive at night specially we are girls so you can stay here with me" She says happily like it wasn't a big deal.
I widened my eyes blushing madly. "W-what?" I stuttered she giggled taking the glass in my hand putting it down the coffee table.
"Don't worry you can sleep on the guest bedroom" She says while I sighed nodding my head.
"Tomorrow you can go home but right now you have to deal with me a little" She says jokingly.
"Well then I'll get you some spare clothes and you can take a shower after also you had dinner right?" She asks while I shake my head hesitantly.
"I'll cook for you then you can go prepare your bath then I'll be back with your clothes" She says running upstairs.
I suddenly felt like I'm such a burden to her now. Why is she still good to me? Like she forgot my feelings.
Jihyo's POV
I entered my room sighing deeply. 'What the hell are you doing jihyo?' I thought to myself a tear escaping my eye."You can't fall for her again" I muttered to myself as I thought of my boyfriend.
I don't want to hurt both of you but I can't keep running away from the problem.
What should I do?
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