Alexander felt nauseous and didn't want to eat he felt like he couldn't eat or sleep he felt like something was closing his chest he felt like he couldn't breath properly his heart was crying out he was hurting inside and all he did was lay in bed and cry he got headaches he battled to sleep at nights knowing no one could replace kevin in his heart.News was that kevin was moving on with his life and Alexander couldn't handle the pain he hated love songs he forced himself to eat at least even though he was going through so much pain he resisted all the erges to cut or comit suicide. He knew his friends worried about him thats why he didn't cut or comit suicide but all the hurt he's been going through was there he lost his breaking point he was broken and people who wanted to be with him either got ignored , deleted or just a no.He knew he couldn't be alright he cryed his eyes out and than he'd pretend he's okay to his friends they knew he was dealing with heartbreak but no one knew how to help him. "Your like a flame and when you burn down you either let the ashes scatter or you let the flame relight" but Alexanders flames were slowly scattering that soon they'll be all gone and he'd be lost and stuck in depression for a really long time and no one will be able to help him.
