I am asking myself why I don’t want to kill myself! Every day it always comes to my mind these questions; should I end my life now? Why I am continuing my life even I know it’s not even worth it. I want to, I am able to do it, but I can’t.
Maybe because I am waiting of something that I know it’s impossible to come true or maybe someone that for me is impossible to find.
How to turn the black into white? How to turn a simple stone to a shiny and fantastic diamond? How to fill the emptiness of my heart? How to erase the scar of yesterday? Does it possible or not? Maybe or maybe not?