Chapter 27

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-ALISON-

“Everyone is a moon that has a dark side which he never shows to anybody.” – Mark Twain

Well Mark Twain, you might be smart but you’re still wrong because right now, every teenage girl in the world knows my dark side. They all know what I’m capable of. I know, I know, I’m a bad girl, I should go to hell blablabla already heard those before. But you know what, I don’t know what happened! I need someone and Harry’s there, too bad there’s also a camera. To be honest, I didn’t like the kiss. I want, no… scrap that… I NEED TO APOLOGIZE! Directioners think that I’m with Harry and it’s not true! I feel so guilty, I didn’t mean it but it’s obvious that I’m going to hurt Harry and Eliza for this. Wait, does Eliza even know? I wish she doesn’t so that I can clear things up with Harry and we can talk to her together. I was pressured and very confused. Why is life so complicated?!

-ELIZA-

What’s all this shit?! Harry and Alison… I should’ve known!  The kiss, the kiss looks so real. Harry’s holding her arms, either pushing her away or… no! I can’t let myself think like this. I shouldn’t trust Harry because that’s what girlfriends do right? But… we’re not even together. Ugh this is so hard! Maybe that’s why he’s been distant? Maybe, maybe he wasn’t serious when he said he loves me. It’s official. I’m a stupid girl who believes that a guy like Harry could fall for me!

Speak of the devil… he’s calling. What should I do?! Oh my God, Eliza relax! You’re not the suspect here, just breathe and act cool.

“Harry”

“Eliza have” he paused and took a deep breath before continuing “have you seen the-“

“No Harry!” I told him, my voice cracking and tears are starting to form “I haven’t seen you with Alison. Are you happy now?”

“No Eliza! What made you think I am? I, I want you and no one else. Just…. just you. I know you wouldn’t believe me but please listen. I pushed her away Eliza. The moment I realized what we were doing I pushed her!”

“Harry stop! Let’s not talk about this over the phone, plus I’ve had enough bullshit for one day.” That’s it, I ended the conversation.

Fighting won’t do anything, it won’t help us. What?! Us?!  THERE’S NO US ELIZA! Wake the fuck up!

Minutes later I received a message from Harry. I realized I haven’t changed his name yet.

From: Haz :) x

Ella please let me explain. Come over and we can talk about this, please. Hear me out. I beg you. I love you. Xx

I’m having second thoughts. Should I go…? My heart is saying yes but my mind doesn’t want to. Guess I’ll be a fool and listen to my heart, plus what could possibly go wrong? We’re just friends… Nothing more.

-JOSH-

“You know her?!” If you’re wondering who I’m talking about the girl in the picture because I’m positive that it’s also the girl from the bar.

“Of course I know her Josh! Why the fuck would I have a picture of us kissing if I don’t know her?!” Harry replies with sarcasm. Ouch! Wait am I jealous? Why the heck would I be jealous? I don’t like Alison. Even though she’s pretty, fit and she has this mystery with her wait what?! Forget I mentioned those things, anyway… we just met! 

“I know that look Josh!” Harry said as he pointed at me “Do you know Alison?!”

“Uhm… yeah  is there, is there a problem?” WTF is wrong with you Josh? Why are you stuttering? Ugh fix your shit! He shook his head no. Well sorry Harry I don’t have your flirty charm to get along with girls like Alison… Well that’s not the problem though it’s not Harry’s fault he’s like that… I am the problem. I-I like Alison but, but she kissed him.

-HARRY-

Alison. Eliza. Josh. Wow! Josh looks so uncomfortable when we talked about the issue with Alison. I wonder if Eliza will forgive me or forgive Alison. Speaking of… should I forgive Alison? UGH WILL I EVER UNDERSTAND FEMALES?! Harry you idiot! Of course you won’t, you’re not one!

Anyway how can I apologize to Eliza when I don’t even know what happened.  I don’t even know why we kissed or why she kissed me! All I know is that Alison has A LOT of explaining to do.

…Maybe I am a female! I mean I’m sure this is what they feel during their period. God I’m one confused human being! Oh but don’t get me wrong I know I’m not gay. Specially not for Louis.

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⏰ Last updated: Nov 20, 2012 ⏰

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