guilty

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dont you just love how guilt bites you in the ass? making you feel like shit for enjoying yourself for once when you really shouldnt have? 

Sweet memories of childhood daze,

They faze me by,

Like when you fly.

Up in the sky.

The last memory i had of you smiling with me

 was wrestling over sharpie.

But after that was baking cake,

My smile wasn’t fake.

Back then i dreamed.

To kiss your lip and hold you close.

Now i wish i never hurt you.

All alone.

My soul a dark abyss,

 A strange thing i hope you know.

Right when i sent my final goodbye

Coming from the lie through my fingers

Understand me please?

Saying i did this for you,

Forgive me?

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