I cant take my eyes of you

chapter 1

Chapter 1

I sit in this church once again. Only a week ago did the accident happen. I was in hospital until today. I looked around the room and my eye's stopped on someone Familiar. John's best friend Ryan. He Caught my eye and smiled but not a happy one a sad one a really sad one. I couldn't smile i was crying I couldn't handle loosing another one i loved.

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I stood outside waiting for john's Parents to come out I needed to have a word to them.

I saw them walk out f the church i walked up to them.

"I'm so sorry Mr and Mrs Hale he was a Terrific person" saying this words i started crying. Mrs hale hugged me and told me it was alright and that he is being taken care of where ever he is now.

After my words with John's parents I started walking to my car. I was stopped when someone pulled at my arm I turned around to see Ryan he gave me a hug.

"It's alright" He must of seen me crying... no wait i still am. "Do you wanna got get something to drink so we can talk?" He said still hugging me.

"Sure..I.. need to get it out.. any way" I said through my tears.

"Okay well do you want to walk?" he asked i answered with a nod he took hold of my hand.

Ryan was my Ex we didn't split because of anything bad we just didn't like each other that way but now i guess I'm his best friend i was when we where kids but then John entered our life's and we where the Three musketeers.

"Tammy?"

"yeah?"

"Did you love him?" He asked this was a pretty big question. 

"Before the truck hit the car Him and I were singing to this song i can't remember....." I closed my eyes trying to remember. "We looked at each other and at that exacted moment I realized I loved him" I was now crying again to the thought I loved john and I will never be with him now.

He tightened the grip on my hand. "You still have me" I looked up at him a smiled into his big brown eyes.