It had been a full day since me and Nathan broke up... I'm in tears and I don't know what to do with myself anymore. All I have is the dogs for comfort, I can't face my friends yet... I don't want to tell them the horrible news yet. Diva climbed up onto the couch and barked, and smiles at me. I burst into tears and he cuddled up next to me. Nate walked past me in the living room, face covered in tears and gave me a faint smile, I returned the smile. After a few hours of laying there watching Netflix I finally decided to tell my closest friend about the breakup, Shane.
* phone call to Shane * j- jeffree. S- Shane.
J- h-hey...
S- jeffree? Are you okay you sound upset.
I burst into tears.
S- jeffree! Oh my god tell me what's wrong? Do you want me to come over?!
J- that would be great.. I really need a hug.
S- I'll be there in 10-20 mins. Hang in there baby I'm coming.
J- see you then, love you.
* call ends *
I put down the phone and snuggled up to drama. " my baby girl " I cooed.
* 16 mins later , doorbell rings *
I awnser it hesitantly.
" JEFFREE what the hell?! " he pulls me in for a hug, I again burst into tears.
He guides me into the living room and sits me down on the velvet couch.
" what happened?! " he panicked. " did another dog die?! "
" no.. " I sobbed. " oh... " he realised.
Nate walked past to go upstairs, Shane saw his traumatised tear stained face.
" oh. My. God. " he sighed. " did you and Nate..."
" yes! I can't take it I want to die Shane, seriously I'm broken. " I sobbed. Shane gasped.
" jeffree lynn, it's okay baby. Everything will be alright, I promise. " he said. I pulled him in for a hug, I could feel his heart beating fast... wait... does Shane? No of course not, he isn't engaged. I thought.
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Time passed quickly, we lay there for hours watching movies and laughing. Shane made me laugh so much and made me feel so so much better. " I have to go home now, Ryland is probably waiting for me.. I'm sorry" he sighed. " that's totally fine! " I exclaimed, secretly sad.
" bye bestie! " he said as we hugged each other goodbye. " and remember, no more crying! I hate seeing you like this.. " he sighed. " I promised I wouldn't and Shanes left.
Do I like Shane!? I thought to myself, guilty.
authors note: thank you so much for reading up to this point! I hope you guys enjoyed chapter one in this scandalous series, if I spell something wrong please point it out! This is my first book and I'm trying really hard! Tell me some ideas you want to add in aswell! Have an amazing day <
