~William Singe Imagines~

No More Suffering

Y/N P.O.V

I throw my phone towards him. I felt nothing besides disappointment and anger.

I'm surprised that I'm not drowning in tears after seeing those pictures of him with another girl. The picture where she was sitting on his lap, while he grips her waist and kisses her cheek. The picture where they share an intimate kiss, full of love and happiness, as if I wasn't waiting home that whole night for him.

I wonder- I wonder if she knows she's being played as well. I wonder if she knows what she's doing? As much as I want to blame her I can't. For he is MY husband, and he made a commitment to me; therefore, he should know better.

Another relationship, with another woman. A woman who is not me.

I had no words, and I couldn't quite gather together any words to say to him. After all he was the one who cheated, so is there anything to really say?

"We can't get through this? I'll do anything Y/N.... literally anything to stop you from leaving." He pleaded, unshed tears threatening to spill.

Oh how I wish I was able to care about his feelings right now. I wish we could get through this, Will. I wish that we could pretend like it never happened, but it did.

He grabs my hands into his, our hands used to fit like a puzzle piece. But his hands also fit hers. He wanted to complete her puzzle. Not mine.

"Babe, please. She didn't mean anything. She was just- there I don't know." He tried to caress my face, but his skin on mine no longer felt soft and welcoming. It was rough and dirty. I grip it, slowly removing it from my disappointed frown. She was there and I was here in OUR home, our home that lost it's significance.

"You WANTED her. You CHOSE her. So why must I continue to suffer from the choices you made?" My voice was strong. I couldn't let him see the pain, but I wanted him to see the strength that I have in me to move on and bounce back from this. Move on from him, and finally learn to depend on my own self love.

"I don't deserve this. And I wish, I wish to the great gods above, that you do not continue to disrespect this woman the way you've been disrespecting me. I don't care to know how long it's been going on, I don't care to know why. For the sake of my own heart, I'm letting you go."
I grabbed my purse from the kitchen counter by where we stood, and I walked out that door and out of my suffering.

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Hey guys. How y'all been?

I believe I owe y'all an explanation and I owe my book an apology 😭.

I took a break from writing because 1. I'm terrible at it and 2. As mentioned in my last update I'm a very inconsistent. But when I have an idea it inspires me! When I like something it inspires me.

I want to continue my book, it came so far and I didn't even realize how much people actually fucking read it😭 That in itself is an inspiration. To know that people actually like my writing.

I definitely owe it to you guys to keep going with this book I just upped and dropped like it was nothing to me. So here is another imagine. I want to create a Billie Eilish one too. I haven't seen much of those so we'll see.

I am sorry to my fantastic book that I just disowned and threw to the side... it should've never happened because you were my first real succeeding fan fic.

Thank you all to whoever is reading or have read my books! I have a few books I am actually considering putting back up onto my account, but changing who it was about. I want to continue this book for the remaining Will fans if they are still here! My interest in certain people change depending on what they're doing.

Anyways I look forward to many more imagines with you ❤️❤️❤️

~Jordynn