I feel on top of the world. My first song. Ever. I have gotten so much love and I have gotten hate also but that never stops me the love overflows me with joy I'm so happy. So far everyone in the sway has told me congrats and I just left them all on seen. Except Nessa and Josh they were and still are my best friends I forgived them because they were out of town when it happened so there was nothing they could do. Anyways Jaden has texted me a lot. Trying to apologize, do I answer? Nope I don't feel like dealing with him at the moment. I'm still in a lot of pain because of what he said to me. My scars definitely show it. Whenever I look at my arms I see my scars saying slut skank bitch and hoe. It definitely hurts me because I think that I'm not good enough. Correction I know I'm not good enough.
Time Skip 5 months
Hi again! Well it's been 5 months and I'm releasing my first album tomorrow! It's called 'as she pleases' I'm on good terms with all of the sway boys except one. Hmm I wonder who it is, oh yes the one and only Jaden Hossler. He has tried and come up to me and apologize but do I accept it nah anyways today was a new day and I wanted to go to the mall so I called Avani
Taylor- hey Bebs wanna come to the mall?
Avani- sure let me get ready
Taylor- alright I will be there in 10
I was on my way to get Avani when I saw someone speeding. Not in my direction but they were swerving when all of a sudden they came to a stop. Nobody cared to stop and help whoever was in there so me being the generous person I am got out of my car and went up to the car. I felt like I recognized this car from somewhere but I don't know where. When I looked inside I saw the one and only Jaden Hossler sobbing in the car. I knocked on his window and his head immediately shot up and looked at me sad and confused at the same time. He rolled his window down and said
Jaden- what are you doing?
Taylor- mind if I hop in and we can talk?
Jaden- yeah of course
He said sniffling. I went to the passenger seat and sat in the car and immediately looked at him.
Taylor- are you ok?
Jaden- why would you care I made your life a living hell
Taylor- yeah you did but that was a long time ago Jae I'll always be here for you if we're not friends or even best friends I'll still always be here you mean a lot to me and I'm not willing to give that up
Jaden- wow uh thanks but I just really have missed you, you know like I miss my best friend and our talks and jokes and our nicknames I just miss it a lot and I know what I said was a terrible thing and I am very sorry I wish I never said those things I just was hurting because I really loved her but I knew something like this was gonna happen I just was stupid enough not to end it with Mads
Taylor- hey do not call yourself Stupid Jaden Isiah Hossler. You are far from it and yes I do miss my best friend a ton and I do forgive you but you have to promise that it won't happen again because that really hurt me especially coming from you. You were the one who I least expected anything like that to come from.
Jaden- I know and again I'm sorry but I really fucking love you Taylor I really do can we please be best friends again?
Taylor- of course I love you too Jaden forever and always
Author- uh I'm kinda lost at where this story is going but feel free to give me any suggestions or ideas I can put in I love you all thank you for almost 400 reads <3
