Princess? I Yoonmin (Discontinued)

11

English is not my first language. Not edited.

Please read the end note cause I might not be able to update as frequent after this.

Jimin was on his way Yoongi's - as Jin said yesterday - room. To be honest, he was in between excitement and dread. He was excited because Yoongi was actually a guy. If Jimin did have feelings for him, he didn't mind having a relationship. Dread because maybe Yoongi didn't want to see him after yesterday.

But what if Yoongi wasn't gay. But he crossdresses? And he might hate him. And then there's his parents. The reason he was arranged to marry Yoonji in first place was because he's gay. What's the difference if they found out he liked Yoongi. He'll still have to marry his twin sister.

Yoongi didn't even came to dinner last night. Jin was the one who brought the message saying he was tired, instead of Taehyung - who he guessed was with Yoongi.

He approached Yoongi's room as he heard noises. Please don't let me caught them doing something again. As he got closer, he heard Taehyung's voice and...a slightly deeper one, but not deeper than Taehyung's. It wasn't the one that he used to hear when talking to Yoongi but he guess he must have altered his voice a bit. Smart. But the voice sounded a bit distressed and worry began to fill him.

He knocked softly on the door but it seems to not be heard as the voices never ceased.

"B-but Tae. W-what if it h-happen again?" The voice said, a bit shaky.

"It won't. I'll be there with you. And there's Jimin too." He heard Taehyung replied.

"But Tae-"

Before Jimin could eavesdropped anymore, he decided to knock harder and slowly opened the door. The voices stopped. Jimin's attention first landed on Taehyung who looked quite normal and then his eyes landed on a familiar figure. He looked exactly like Yoonji, but with shorter hair, bangs falling to his eyes.

Yoongi yelped as he hid behind Taehyung. Jimin examined the room as he saw the lavender coloured dress on the bed. He looked back at Yoongi who was still hiding and saw he was wearing a tight fitting slack and white tunic. Maybe he felt a bit embarrassed to wear them because Jimin knew?

"Something's wrong?"

"Ah your highness. Nothing's wrong. Yoongi is just being stubborn"

"But Tae!" Yoongi said from behind the male's back. "I-I don't want to wear it" he continued as his voice dropped to almost a whisper.

"You're gonna be late to breakfast"

"I thought you'll be the one to understand me out of all" Taehyung sighed as he looked back to Jimin.

"I think my parents won't mind if you skip it. They look worried yesterday. Just say you're sick or something" Jimin suggested as Taehyung nodded before he turned and lowered his back to look at Yoongi.

"I'll just go meet the king and queen and bring some food for you, okay? You haven't eaten anything since yesterday"

"But-"

"No buts. I won't force you to wear the dress, okay?" Yoongi whined before he nodded. The butler passed by Jimin to leave the room but not before giving him a glance. He closed the door behind him and the two were now alone in the room.

Yoongi faced planted onto the bed as Jimin figured he was not ready to face him. Jimin made his way towards the bed anyways. The bed dipped a bit as he saw Yoongi tensed up. He rolled down the bed as the distance between them grew.

Shit. He messed up, didn't he?

"Yoongi?" He called out but got no response. He dragged himself to fully sat on the bed - criss crossed as he removed his shoes and put it beside the bed. He waited, just staring at the princess- prince's backside.

After minutes of silence, Yoongi finally turned to lay on his back, eyes on the ceiling.

"I'm sorry" Jimin decided to break the silence as Yoongi's shifted his gaze to look at him. They made eye contact for a second before Yoongi turned back to the ceiling.

"It's- fine I guess" he mumbled. The older - Jimin - looked distraught for a moment. There's no way it's just fine when he was crying so badly last night. There's still that feeling - guilt - that sat differently in his chest.

"You were crying. There's no way it's fine. I-" Jimin paused, knowing better than to apogise again. "It's way out of the line. It's okay to not be fine once in a while" he said, his voice soften towards the end as he could see Yoongi's eyes welled up with tears.

"Yeah" Yoongi started. "Maybe it's not fine. Because I'm fucking terrified to wear that stupid dress again" he snapped as he pushed himself up and left the bed. He made his way towards the single sofa on the corner, bringing his legs up, hugging it to his chest.

Jimin looked dumbfounded. He felt dumb. Terrified? Why? It's just a dress. Right?

"Why?" Jimin asked as he approached him. He knew he may seems a bit pushing but he was just too tired of not knowing. He just...want to know. Anything when it comes to Yoongi. Yoongi who he just meet officially.  Yoongi who looked vunerable right now. "Why are you terrified?" Yoongi looked at him, offended, wanting to snap back before Jimin cut him to it. "I just want to know. I can't- help myself. When it comes to you, I just want to know" Jimin said more softly now. He sat on the loveseat near Yoongi he watched at the smaller, seemingly deep in thoughts.

"It's just stupid" Yoongi finally said after a few minutes of silence. He looked down to his hands in his lap.

"No it's not" Yoongi scoffed at him.

"You don't even know what it is" he said as he let out a sigh. He looked back at the prince as they made eye contact. He wanted to tell. Jimin made him feels safe but now? He's not sure. After that stunt he pulled, it just brings back bad memories.

"It just brings back bad memories" he repeated as Jimin tilted his head, confused. "But I can't seem to let it go."

He stared at his hands, fingers long and veiny as it trailed to his forearms. He never took noticed of his own body, rather not look at it. Suddenly a hand came in his vision as it took one of his and brushed his knuckle. He looked up as he saw Jimin crouched down in front of him.

"Can you tell me about it, my prince?" he said as Yoongi blushed. He wanted to. But was he ready to open up to him?

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End of chapter 11. So I think that it's impossible when I said i want to finish this somewhere around early july. This story still have a long way to go.

The next chapter will be Yoongi's flashback.

And the reason I might not be able to update as frequent is because I have to go back to school cause ill be taking the Nov IGCSE exam. Im not sure if im allowed to bring my phone. If I am then, I still have to focus on my study.

In my country, quarantine is not over yet but students who have important exams are allowed to go to school and there's still rules to follow so dont worry.

I release this chapter early cause I want to. I rush this. But that's just what i do. Like every students does. I'm literally writing the next chapter now.

So by the end of the week, there's might be one or two more chapter before I'll be gone.

If im allow to bring my phone, Ill try to update. If I can't, then the next update might be in december, after the exam. I really hope not.