30cups of coffee-Jaeyong/yutae

Melt

I don’t even know what happened that day

It’s been a month and Ten seemed really really happy with yuta for the first three weeks  but now... Ehhh

I slid the door of my room that made a little sound of wood to wood friction

The room is super cold .I go to the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror

Could it be that i am the reason of my own suffering?
I have come to the conclusion that I actually really like yuta ughhh

My hair is really messy and so are my thoughts

Last week Ten and yuta have been going out on dates but Ten keeps saying there’s something not right

This is the last week of my vacation,I’m going back to my university dorm next week

Ten asked me to go out with them as a double date but I can’t see it as a double date as I’m going on my own ? But Since tomorrow is the first day of the semester I accepted to go out with them

I run my fingers through my hair

I feel jealous of Ten . He’s dating someone so pretty and mesmerizing as yuta

Lee Taeyong get a hold of yourself

He's your best friend be happy for him

Also
It’s not about looks.. Right?
Right

I take a shower and get dressed in a black ripped jeans and black long sleeved formal shirt

I put a little hair gel on my newly dyed black hair and push it backwards

It’s a dark day for my wardrobe

I greet my dad who narrowed his eyes at me because i either wear the brightest rainbow or the darkest funeral worthy outfits

My dad is not very happy with the color black but ehh i like it

I go out of my house and look at my phone to check the time

6:00 pm they should be here

I lift my head as i hear the car that stopped in front of me step on the small rocks on the ground that are crackling

The door opens and i see a very well dressed Ten come down of it with a face not so happy . He’s wearing a very dark navy blue shirt  with black jeans

“Hey tae , ready?”

I nod ,not really sure what’s wrong

Ten smiles a little and goes back to the car

I walk to the car and it moves a little before i get in

How cute

I look at the driver seat and there sits a very well dressed Nakamoto Yuta wearing all black with his hair slicked back

We actually match

“Too bad I’m not going to be able to come this car keeps acting up”

I close the door and turn to face my house

Just to hear the car door open up and see yuta in front of me?

“huh? ”

“ sorry please come with us”
Fake eye smile hah

Why is he so serious tho

"Uh y_yeah sure"

I get in feeling kinda awkward especially when yuta closed the door his fingers brushed on my arms