Too good to be true...

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Zayn

"Harry??" I shouted, looking around as I tried to find him, but he wasn't there.

Fuck. What actually happened now? Is he okay? I just want to know if he's alright...

I found myself in a forest. It was much bigger than the one in our world or whatever. So much... different?

I had no idea where to go, or what to do next. I was completely lost. What's actually going on with me? I'm a Devil, I can do whatever the fuck I want to. I shouldn't care about him. He's an Angel.

He's just too good. I'll hurt him sooner or later, I already know it. And I don't want to do that to him. I just... I don't know. There's just something about me that makes me forget who I really am.

When I'm with him, this whole evil side of me goes away and is never coming back, until he leaves my side. I completely lose control over what I do or say when he's next to me. He's changing me, in a good way, and I seriously don't know what to do anymore...

Sometimes, I just wish we never met. I just wish I never found him crying in that room... when I actually heard his voice for the first time ever. That's when it all started. It's just like he unlocked this part of me I locked away for over almost... 9 years?

I promised myself I'll make my parents happy and proud of me. I never wanted to bring all of this back, but he just... did it, like no one else has ever done it before.

I took a deep breath, walking around the trees, trying to find a safe place where I can hide. It was suddenly becoming darker and colder. I had nothing else to wear. Something warmer? and longer?

"Looking for an exit, I see..." I suddenly heard a voice.

I slowly turned around, seeing a silhouette leaning against the tree.

"Y-yeah." I nodded "Who are you?"

"Doesn't matter..." he shrugged "What matters is that-" he started walking towards me "I can help you to get out of here." even though I couldn't really see his face, I knew he smirked.

"How...?"

"Easy." he shrugged again "Got a few spells I can use... I can teleport you back to your little 'Angel friend'..."

I just stood there, looking at him.

Do I actually... want that?

I mean, I do. I need to know if he's okay. I just... I have to see him again, or I swear I could die.

"You're just confusing yourself even more. Stop overthinking everything."

"Yeah, ok..." I nodded "What can I do?"

"That's good." he smiled "Follow me..."

So we started walking. Suddenly everything became so foggy, I could've barely seen him or where he was taking me to. I walked slowly and carefully, trying not to bump into something.

"You know, you should never trust anyone with anything." he suddenly spoke, his voice echoing around like we were in some kind of a tunnel "I see your parents never thought you that when you were little. I bet they said you can trust them with everything they say or do."

"Y-yes..." I whispered.

"I know. But, don't... Nobody deserves your patience nor trust. Not even them. They can always betray you, Zayn. And they will." I took a deep breath, slowly sinking in everything he said: "They already did..."

"Wait, what?" I shouted "What do you mean by that?" but no answer "Are you here?"

I started walking forward as I hit something with my feet. I lowered my head down and saw a dead body in front of me.

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