"How are you feeling today?"
This is the question that doctors always ask you.
This is the question the doctor from the mental youth team asked me today.
I just said "fine", I always say “fine”.
She went on and on with her questions.
And I just went on and on with my answers.
Once it was over, she told me she wanted to see me again,
because she felt like we needed to talk more things over.
As I was leaving the medical centre, I couldn't help but think,
"Is this even going to change anything...?"
Because I've been seeing people after people.
And yet things still are the same, things never changed, nothing got better.
So why bother...
I'll just pull the trigger.
