Fake Love

Save My Day Please

Hi, my name is Andrea. This is my life: My friends left me behind, that hurts, it hurts more than anything; I get crazy because my supousley "best friends" left me. All people ignore me. In recess time I just walk around my school getting depressed. I know my "best friends" a lot and something that hurts is that when I need my "best friends" they are not there for me. If one day they need me, I will give them all my attention, but to them I am dust. I feel like when I talk to them I just bother them in some way. I cry; the pain tortures me, it really hurts. It can´t be controlled. At school I control it, but what I really want to do is just cry. I can´t deal with it, and without help I will never end this pain. Everyday I get weaker. But I don´t want to kill myself because I know that one day all this will end and I will end up happy and I will forget this pain. I don´t want to be popular, I know I don´t have everything that I want, but I do have a family, I have people around me that love me, and that love is enough. My dad makes all his effort just to see my sister and I happy. My mom cooks for us. Our parents care about us and I am thankful for that. Yes I am.