Fake Love

A Part Of Me

I hope I´m not boring you with my life, but the reason I got to the hospital is beacause I fell from a stair at school and I broke my leg, so I can´t walk by now; the doctor said Imust spend 2 weeks in bed and go to school on crutches. I felt mad, sad, and alone. I don´t want to be alone. My friends for life always called me and one day they made me a collage with all the funny moments since we were on pre-school. Everytime I look at that collage it reminds me of happiness. If any of my friends feels like that one day I´ll do something kind for them. I appreciate the loving and care they take on me and they can always count on me.

Sometimes I focus life to see things more clearly, and I think that writing your thoughts is a really helpful way to understand more yourself. When you unfocus life from your goals, you get lost and the things that doesn´t even matter consumes your brain, and you start to think that all the bad things that are happening are your fault, but they are not. Believe me. Everything would be as good as you want it to be, it all depends on you. When you are trapped in many crazyness as I was just think of your goals and imagine yourself happy.

2 years before my little sister was born I suffered bullying; it is the most traumatic exprience. Boys and girls at my school would laugh at me and bother me. I didn´t wanted to eat anything, and I was always in a bad mood, but then my little sister was born, and I smiled again; I saw myself through a mirror and smiled. I started to feel better in that moment, and then I realized that the people that bullied me care more about my life than their own life. 

I switched to another school, but like I said before I had 4 friends, and they always accepted me by the way I am. They always make me feel better when I get sad or mad.