As we pull up the sound of the music is beating through the house. I get off and Alex excuses himself since he needs to find his girlfriend. I'm officially alone. I wander around and focus on the kitchen table, white marble with sticky beer all over it, I go up and grab a can. And take a large swig. I hear loud screaming coming from the pool, I see Alex Push Kaylee into the pool, her slowly reach up grab his neck devour his face with kisses, I automatically take a giant swig of my drink and walk towards the pool, I wobble when I walk and almost fall over. I've only had half of a beer, I shouldn't be THAT drunk. But I continue walking, my plant is to make Alex jealous, wait why? It's not like you like him? Or do you? No. I don't. But I continue walking anyways. Jasper is the most jerk, player, jock guy. So he's perfect. I don't even hesitate I pull him to me and grab onto the collar of his shirt. We lock lips and his tongue is an instant in my mouth but then pulls back, His lips were soft and wet and I find myself wishing for more I look up at him. But it's not Jasper, it's Alex. "I- I didn't know-" I stutter, too embarrassed with myself I flew the scene Rio. I didn't even see Kaylee's expression. I run to a laundry room. I cry for a long time and then slip out to walk home, which takes 2 hours.
The next day I wake up late and rush to school, I grab a banana but my dad smacks a hand on my wrist.
"You shouldn't eat, your getting fat." He slurs. "Okay." I whisper and back away from the table. I immediately leave and close the door behind me. I cry on the way there, my dad always makes comments on my appearance. And it really hurts, I'm still a 16 year old girl whos insecure. But I don't show it.
I walk down the crowded hallway, and wipe away the tears dramatically. Not before my hips are pulled by some large hands into an abandoned hall. I stare into icy blue eyes... "Alex..." I whisper. "Don't tell me that kiss didn't mean anything..." He whispers back, I now notice how close we really are maybe 3-4 inches at most. I inhale sharply. And exhale in a shaky breathe. "I'm not sure.. you have a girlfriend." I whisper looking down. "Mhm, yes and she doesn't need to know." He says nibbling on my ear and planting a hot kiss on my weak spot. "I guess." I mean it sounds awful, but again I've never had a boyfriend in the 16 years of living so I may as well see what it's like. "I've never done this before." I say awkwardly. "I'll teach you." He smiles at me and I melt. I lean in and peck his lips. I smiles devilishly and walk away. He pouts. "why don't I come over to your house tonight then." I say. He nods, "right after school, we"ll be "studying" and then I can teach you some.. mathematical things." He smiles which makes my stomach erupt with butterflies. I nod and walk to class. I can't help but smile all the way.
At lunch I sit alone and observe Alex and Kaylee, how she tries to impress him, with her cheerleading skills and her flirtatious mentions but he seems unamused. But then his piercing eyes find mine and he sticks his tongue out at me. I do the same and I laugh, but really loudly. Everyone near me turns and looks at me with questionable looks. Kaylee marches over with her Gucci disgusting bag. And she smacks me across the face! The audacity the girl has! I used every muscle in my body to stop my from slapping that grin straight off her thing lips. "Jeez I would ask what that was about but I'm pretty sure everyone here has had the same done, there all so scared of you!" I laugh. "I'll do it again." She says sternly. "And I'll humiliate you, until all is left is a sad blind haired freak." I stand up so I'm taller then her. This freaking highschool drama. "I'm so fucking over highschool drama." I say quietly. "Me too, but I can't get rid of it because you keep sleeping with my boyfriend!" She yells so close to my ears. "First, thanks now I'm death, second I did not sleep with him. My drink was filled with drugs. I couldn't see clearly, if you ALL have to know I was going to kiss Jasper, but somehow your arregant, weirdo of a boyfriend formed into Jasper. If anything I want to be friends with Alex." I shout back. She just hpmhs and walks away, "fine you guys can have your playdates and whatever me and Alex are going to get dirty in bed- oops sorry did that hurt your virgin ears." Everyone laughs with her. "Ha ha very funny, I bet my very existence that you haven't had sex yet. Oh and also it's "Alex and I" you need to go back to preschool to learn that." I say and with that I leave to cafeteria. Holy jewebies I just caused all of that.
"Ready to go?" He says revving the engine. "Ready as I'll ever be." I say smiling to him. Once we arrive at his mansion I gaze at all the beautiful details. "I bet the queen of England is jealous." I joke and he chuckles. "Thanks for fighting Kaylee, she's just so... Stupid sometimes." I Humm to a song I listened to earlier ignoring him. "So what should I teach you first? Kissing? Hickies? Neck kissing? Or just skip right to the..?" He says hugging me from behind. "Let's start with the basics and get more and more advanced." I whisper. He leads me to his room. Football jerseys, and posters line his huge room, a hot tub sits on his deck. I immediately go and snuggle in his bed. But he then pulls me up, and pushes me gently against a wall. A groan escapes my lips when I hit the wall.
"I'll teach you how to meaningly kiss." He murmurs in my ear. His eyes focus back to mine and he descretly swipes his tongue against his lips. I glance at them and lean in, I place a soft kiss but after him not doing anything I begin to pull back. Before I can fully pull away he cups the back of my head and presses our lips together, his soft and gentle like the night before. His tongue pushes against my lips and I let him in. We fight for dominance. He pushes me harder against the wall and I pull away.
"That was..." He says breathlessly. "Yeah.. uh amazing?" I ask. He nods and leans in again and kissed my neck. Starting in the crook of my jaw and slowly planting kisses down my neck, he sucks and nips at my neck which makes me moan. I take over, I start kissing his neck, mimicking the same thing he did. He lifts me off my feet and I squeal. He places me on the bed and lies over top of me. I gulp, what's going to happen... Are we going to have sex? Does he know I'm a virgin? Just then I loud door slams shut and you can hear footsteps nearing his door. We quickly get up, I think it's his mom. I straighten my hair and my clothes. The door swings open and there's Kaylee the crazy herself.
"Baby!!" She squeals and devours his face in a kiss, which he returns. I look the other way and decide to go out on his deck. A huge, well maintained gardin and Feild lie perfectly still, I now notice how much more wealthy they are, I can't compete with these people.
"Mae!" Kaylee says in her pitchy voice. "What do you think you're doing here?" She snaps. I blush, and gulp thickly, I glance at Alex who's hair is ruffled and expression goofy. "And why do you have hickies all over your neck!" She yells looking between us. "Like I said, Jasper he's very good in bed." I clear my throat and see Alex glaring at me. "Oh... So your not a virgin..." Kaylee whispers. I nod looking down. What have I caused. "We were just studying, but I need to go, help my mom with dinner." I say starting to leave. "Great, I just need my shoes." She says, I spin around and stare at her. "Huh?" I say dumbfounded. "Well the polite thing to do would be to invite us over, unless your not polite." She says crossing her arms, Alex whispers to her, hopefully for her to stop. "No! I'd like to see where she lives, how she keeps her face so clear!' she says sarcastically. "I don't think-" Alex cuts me off, "she won't stop you just need to agree." He says so only I can hear. "Okay, you guys can come over."
