summery~ you are 18 and just moved to LA. you have been trying to be friends with everyone not trying to get a bad rep. the dolans you met almost right away and became very close... one of them showing more of an interest than the other. you hang around the wrong people one night and it all comes out.
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y/nnn want anothaaa some girl i had just met at this party asks as she drags me to the bar
do you even have to askkkk i say slurring my words along with everyone else in the party
she pours me another shot as people chant our names as i take down another... and another... and another
i can't exactly remember everything super clearly but i do know some guy kept trying to grind on me. i wasn't into it but being drunk and weak i gave up.
the party got to be a little much so i stepped outside to cool off... with a whole bottle of Bacardi in hand and my juul in the other
heyy sbabayygirlll the same guy who was grinding on me says as he walks out of the house to join me
pleazz go awasy i'm not interesting i say rolling my eyes
i'm sure you are very interesting he says walking towards me as i walk further away
interested i'm not interested i say beginning to walk away from the house completely
comed baccckk he yells but him being way passed drunk and whatever else he had taken tonight couldn't catch up to me
me not knowing where the fuck i was and mix with the alcohol started over thinking EVERYTHING
fuck fuck fuck where am i i mumble to myself as i run and run thinking someone was behind me
i begin hyperventilating from the juul and the alcohol i wipe out sitting on some random curb of a very vacant street.
i pull out my phone not even thinking
me: etanmnn ime needs yoiuuj too comeb gets me
ethan: lol huh
me: *you shared your location with ethan dolan*
ethan: god y/n i'm on my way
ethans pov-
gray y/n just texted me a whole bunch of bull shit... we need to go get her i say walking into graysons room
where is she? why am i going he replies
cause i need to be able to text her its like a 30 minute drive come on i say before leaving his room putting my shoes on and grabbing graysons keys
GRAY i scream
ethan calm down i'm right here he says
why are we even going to get her i mean i love y/n but is she not able to take care of herself grayson says on the drive
you know she's hanging out with like daniels whole friend group who just get people fucked up every weekend i say
she's drunk?! grayson says getting angry. grayson told me from the start that y/n kind of reminded him of us when we got here. super vulnerable and would do anything to fit in. he looks at her like family but i can't help but feel this tinge of jealousy thinking about her drunk in daniels arms
your pov-
a car comes down the road bright lights in my face, assuming its ethan since this wasn't the busiest road i relaxed feeling comfort knowing he was here
y/n are you okay? ethan asks hopping out of the car coming to sit next to me now laying in a grass patch with an open bottle of bacardi
ethannn i missed you i slur pulling him onto me
okay okay lets go he says propping himself up over me with his hands
did you not miss me i say frowning
of course i did he smiles at my actions
yayyayaa i say putting the bottle down pulling him onto me hugging him
ethan gets up pulling me to sit up with him
as i reach for the alcohol he grabs it right out of my hands placing it to the side
can you stand he asks pushing the hair in-front of my face behind my ear
a sudden urge of confidence (alcohol) washed over me
who's in the car i ask wrapping my arms around his neck my hand finding the hair and the nape of his neck
g-grayson why he says surprised by my actions
thanks for caring about me e i whisper my hand moving to his cheek stroking his sharp jaw line
of course he whispers back a smile creeping on his lips but i can tell in his eyes he really curious about my next move
i'm drunk is all i say before crashing my lips onto ethans
i could tell he was surprised at first but his hands quickly go to the small of my back pulling me closer
we pull apart our foreheads leaning on each others
i hope you don't regret that tomorrow he whispers breathlessly
okay come on grayson says rolling down the passenger seat window
ethan stands up picking me up with ease as he puts me in the passenger seat of the car as he gets in the back.
you really should stop hanging out with daniel and them ethan says grayson agreeing
i know i know i sigh
they talk some more but i feel my eye lids dropping until it goes pitch black
we're here i hear one of then whisper and then i feel myself being lifted up and then placed on one of their beds
i wake up in an unfamiliar room light shinning in my face. i look around at the room as it begins to feel like i have seen it before
i sit up fast which was a big mistake. my head was pounding as last night events rush through my head... the kiss
heyyy you're awake ethan says coming im as he places coffee and two pills next to me on a side table
hey e i say as he sits down next to me watching me intensely as i down the two pills
whats up i say questioning him and his stares
umm do you remember lastnight? like at all he says fiddling with his fingers
yeah of course i say figuring i could mess with him a bit
really his eyes light up
yup, i got so drunk and you and grayson saved me and then i crashed here. thanks for letting me sleep in your bed you guys are the best i say hugging him
oh- uh wai- yeah yeah no problem he says hugging me back awkwardly before standing up
where are you going? i ask laughing at how adorable he was
just ganna let you be alone he says smiling weakly
ethan get your ass back here i laugh standing up on the bed moving to him as i pull him to me
no its ok you should be alon-
i remember ethan grant i say
what? he says a smile appearing on his lips
i remember kissing you... and i don't regret it i say softly
oh my god he says pushing me down on the bed
whattt i say laughing i-im ganna let you be alone i say mocking him
shut up you loved it he says crawling onto the bed with me
i did i did
