Shadow's Flash back

It was late at night I'd say about 12:12pm. I was misserably tired. Yet I couldn't fall asleep. I had a terrible headache not only that but I begain to hallucinat things. But I soon some how drifted in a light sleep. When suddenly, a flash back, of the most dredful day of my life quickly flashed in my mind. I could feel it as if I were there, doing it all over again. My haert raced and the air was filled with panic. But I only saw, that face. . .

Befor the loud bang of the gun. When she knew that she couldn't keep up and she had no chance. That last glance of who was suposed to be with her for life untill she died of old age (or at least as long as she could with N.I.D.S) That last look of fear in here eyes and the pain she felt when she knew she would have to leave me, by myself.

It was all in her eyes. Those eyes I loved to look in and secretly get lost into while she was looking at a book as I sat with her. Those care free loveing little eyes, had said the most saddest thing known to man kind and the most harsh words I coud ever be told, "Good- bye. . . forever." And now I sat in bed, the tears over flooding my eyes and silently crying to myself whith a feeling of internal lonlyness. But I start to think, no it's not good-bye forever. She's still here with me, not in person but, some where. I know that she didn't leave me completely alone. Because I still remember her and the fun times we shared.

And thats what matters now. And she's here with me in my memories all the time and when I need her the most.