Spaces Between Us

Part 5

When It is my time for giving ment, i cant hepl but to look at Kyungsoo hyung. He smiled at me. I face our fans.

"Thank you for coming to our concert, we really appreaciate that. I hope you enjoyed this concert and went home with smile on your faces. Im so glad to see you tonight here."

I look at my members one by one and ended to Kyungsoo Hyung

"And also, thank you to my members who really work hard for this concert. Thank you to all the staffs and our managers, SM Entertainment and especially to you guys. Take care, be careful going home and I love you"

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Kyungsoo....

There is something wrong with Jongin. He is being distant to me and quiet too. And i dont know why. I am staring at him right now. We are in the backstage, packibg our things coz we will go home now and maybe celebrate a little coz the whole concert is successful.

He is there, just sitting in the sofa and listening to his music. He have his earphones on and nodding to the music i think.

When we are in the middle of the concert, he went on the other way. When we are walking around to the stage and see our fans, he always with me. I think he dont want to talk to me. And even when i am just beside him, he really didnt even give me a glance. I just keep staring at him and waiting to look at me. I saw him whisper to Suho hyung and they started laughing. And when Junmyeon Hyung say something to Kai, he stand straight and look at me. I smiled at him, trying not to be awkward since he is not really talking to me in the whole concert. He just rub my back and then face the audience.

I keep thinking what did i do to Kai be like that and I remember last last week when he is talking to me, i think he want to say something but i cut him off. Im just in a rush back then coz i am the only one who are not ready that time.

I went and sat beside him. His eyes are close. I notice that Xiumin hyung is looking at us. He mouthed "are you guys having a quarrel?"... I shake my head answering no. He just nod and start talking to Chen hyung.

I want to talk to Kai but I think he doesnt want to be disturb. I just sat there and wait for the staffs to finish packing up stuffs...