Villain Or Victim?

15

A/n
This chapter is still under editing so there might be some mistakes. 😊you can proceed if you want.

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Oliver's pov

I reached home and headed directly towards the bathroom without undressing . I turn on the shower and rest my head against the wall letting the water flow. I closed my eyes and to my own surprise tears were flowing down my cheeks. I don't know why but it really hurts seeing him laugh like that with someone else. Smiling genuinely at someone, receiving flowers from someone, it hurts. I can't help being angry but who am i angry at? I can't process anything. It's like everything is moving too fast for my own liking. I hated Blu and always wanted to be free from this marriage but now that he's decided to end our marriage, i just can't seem to bring myself to agree with his decision. He always said he love me so why did he suddenly decide to end our marriage? Why? Is it because of that man? Who is he? He never mentioned about another ma...no it's not that he didn't mention, i just never paid any attention to what he says or does. All this time he has been stuck in my life like a plague that I never thought that this situation will ever occur. And even if our marriage was to end i thought I'd be the one to do it. Never have i ever thought that Blu would end our marriage. I don't know whether it's my pride that's hurt or there is something beyond that. I feel a stink in my heart and i don't know any other way to make it feel better. I think i should call Josh. Yes, why didn't i think about it? I smack my head with my hand. I got out from the shower, put on my pjs and dailed Josh's number.

J: hello.

O: Josh....hi. Am i disturbing?

J: not at all Oli. So, what is it?

O: emm..nothing, i just wanted to talk.

J: okay. Have you had your dinner?

O: uh..no. I'll go out later.

J: you shouldn't eat out all the time. Should I come over and cook you something?

O: "..."

J: li...li... Oli

O:oh, yes?

J: are you alright? Should I come over?

O:no no. It's alright. I'm  fine. You don't have to worry about me.

J: you don't seem like you're fine though. Lately you aren't being yourself. You seem ....emm... Lost.

O: you're over thinking. I'll head out now. See you in the office tomorrow.

J: yeah. Take ca......beep beep

Oliver's pov

Shit! I cut him off when he's still talking. I've never cut him off but i guess he'll understand snice I've been troubled lately. I thought calling Josh will make me feel at ease but my heart still feels troubled. Ahhh!
I'll just skip dinner tonight. I don't even have an appetite. Maybe i should watch some movies or play games, probably game . I headed to the kitchen to get  myself something to drink before playing my game. There on my way to the kitchen i saw our wedding picture framed on the wall. I walk towards it. Blu looks so happy. It's the first time I noticed our picture framed on the wall. So he can also give a smile as beautiful as that...beautiful? What am i saying. what is wrong with me? I took the drinks from the fridge and headed to my room.

I was settings things to start my game but i just can't bring myself to get in the mood. I took my phone and dailed Blu's number. It's like my body moved on its own.

ring.. ring...ring
Hi,this is Blu. please leave  a message.

I don't know why but my heart felt at ease after hearing this voice. I don't want to think about it further if by this i feel at ease then be it. I dailed his number again.

ring.. ring ..ring..ring..
Hi, this is Blu. Please leave a message.

I dailed his number again. I look stupid and desperate but it was at least making me feel better so why not.

ring...ring..ring..ring...ring..
On the other call:Hello!
He picked up..wait. This voice doesn't belong to him. Who is this person?
On the other call: Hello!...

Who is it Andy? ...(someone said from the other side.)

That's definitely Blu. Why is there someone late at this hour with Blu? Don't tell me...no. it can't be. He won't. Blu would never or is he...

On the other call: no one, just a prank call. Let me help you....beep beep.

That person cut my call. And what is this 'prank call' , I'm his husband. HIS HUSBAND. How dare that person refer me as a 'prank call'. And why are they together at this hour. It's 11:30 pm for crying out loud. What do they have to do at this hour and what help is he talking about. Now my mind is more troubled than ever. I don't think i can get a sleep tonight. what should i do? Should i call again? Maybe Blu would answer the call this time. I'll ask him directly what he's doing with another man when he is still married to me. Yes, i should call him. But that would make me look too desperate

What should I do? Ahhhhh!!
I'll just call him tomorrow and ask him to meet up with me.
I guess I'll be pulling an all nighter playing games.