"Ms. Lorraine . Your next " *the nurse said while clicking her pen*
"okay.*sigh* so its my turn.. wait for me here .. douchebag. *laughs*"
"*slaps my arm* do i have any choice? just be sure your visit will only take a minute or two. *laughs* just call me outside when you're finished gotta talk to my girls *chuckles*"
i just flashed my middlefinger to him then there i go laying on that brown couch just in front of my doctor.
" So Lorraine how are you doin?"
"Hmm.. I'm dooooooiiiiin G-R-E-A-T. *sarcasm alert* Hey..tell me when will i die?"
"Sweety dont be too excited. dont you want to be cured?"
"*laughs* Stop kidding! haha I've done my research on google and it says my illness isnt curable. dont you know that?"
"*Sighs* Look missy im here to help you. i have no time for this sarcasm show of yours.Now tell me.. HOW ARE YOU FEELING?"
"*sits in both feet on the ground* Okay tell me, what do you want to hear? That i cant breathe? youre so funny doc. you CANT help me. IM YOURE BITCHIEST PATIENT EVER. KEEP THAT IN MIND."
"Lorraine. OKAY. If you want to be my BITCHIEST patient then fine.but ill make a way to make you live. and your bitchy personality wont make me settle for you as my dying patient."
"Great speech though. *smirks* ok then.so this means we're done? bye doc. im gonna miss you"*slams the door*
Well you know here's the thing. I'm not comfortable when it comes to my disease. I get easily stressed out.I just dont want to talk about it. If it wasnt for my mom Im not going to this monthly visit thing.why? coz it sucks. I walked towards the door then there i found Glenn. Flirting with some chic on his phone.How did i knew? I know Glenn more than anyone in this world.HA.HA and its obvious just by looking at his body language.
"Hey lover boy. I'm back."*placing my hand inside my jeans pocket* "It's damn cold out here."
"*raised his fingers towards me then hang up his phone* Yeah .. Coz obviously it's december honey.*chuckles*"
"Shut up.*rolled my eyes on him*"
"So how did the visit go?"
"Like seriously Glenn? Can we talk about this inside my car? *laughs* I don want to die here because of this cold weather."
"OKAY OKAY. *laughs* come on.let's get out of here."*clings to my arms*
Then we're out. We found ourselves laughing and having a conversation in a cafe near our old school.Well my old school I guess.
"So you just blew the doctor inside that room?"
"Yes of course. He's asking me things like can obviously seen. He asked me how am i doin. F**k off right.Im doin great."
"*laughs* Too bad im not there. if im inside with you i probably gave you a standing-o missy.*chuckles*"
"YEAH WHATEVER GLENN.*takes a sip on my espresso*
"But wait.kidding aside.How are you Lorraine?"
"Hmm..Let's just say im tryna live my life.Dont wanna answer that Glenn."
"Okay.Hmm.. how bout we go there *uses his lips to point our school*"
As I was about to agree on his idea . I accidentally spilled my espresso! LIKE WHAT THE IT'S MY COFFEE..
"HOLY SH*T! DONT MOVE GLENN! SH*T ITS MY COFFEE! SH*T!"
Don't know what's wrong with me but i just found myself crying over a spilled coffee! O_O WELL. that's creepy.. i never cried over something on a public place! oh no. this is not good.
"HEY! HEY Lorraine. Calm down. It's just a coffee.*chuckles* you're acting like a child . are you okay? Don't yah worry I'll go get another one for you."*holds my arm*
"GET YOUR HANDS OFF OF ME GLENN. YOU DONT UNDERSTAND *sniffs* I-I'M NOT OKAY. Know what, Ill just go." *walks away*
"WAIT..."
