I met him on the first day of school in my fifth year. I was sitting quietly behind one of the desks when he joined beside me. He forgot his books so he had too.
After that I didn't notice him for a long time. Until my best friend introduced me to him, they were in the same class. After meeting him and getting to know his name, I started to notice him more. I found out he was also in my biology lesson.
He would sometimes join me and my friend group in lunch periods. I had told my friend multiple times I thought he was cute. She was the one telling me I was crushing on him hard.
The first time I actually had a conversation with just him, was in one of our biology lessons. I noticed how comfortable I was talking to him. It felt like I had known him for years that's how easy to talk to he was.
I got his phone number of a mutual friend we have. The first text message I send him was a sticker. Our first conversation over WhatsApp lasted about 4 hours. 4 hours with no breaks, just non stop texting. We played 20 questions. At one point he started asking about my crush.
Little did I know by this point one of my friends had told him I liked him.
When our winter break was over I told him I liked him by giving him a note. He replied saying he liked me too.
We finally started dating.
When I'm with him I feel whole. Because of him I'm the best version of myself that I can be. I've been more confident because of him. I try to go outside my comfort zone sometimes because of him. But more importantly, he makes me the happiest I have ever been.
He is the only one I've told almost everything to. I trust him. He really easy to talk too. He can relate in certain situations. He may say he is not good with emotions, but if he wasn't then I would have never been able to talk to him about certain things.
I love him so much I would do anything for him. Even if it means breaking up with him. If that's what's best for him, I will go along with it.
