CHAPTER IV
So again, like last weeks plan. We came up with hanging out in the club again. By 10 pm, like the usual of my routine I would talk to my bf and tell him I am about to go out for the night. The whole typical routine we do almost every night has become boring and I think unproductive on both sides. Actually, thats what I think. I kept hearing that my bf would hangout with his ex gf and take her on his motorbike and stroll around. Which in my point, is very disrespectful. Maybe I am just being over paranoid, or over acting over it. But I hate to think that the whole rumor is getting into me like a virus, and slowly manipulating my senses that maybe I should just drop the whole baggage.
Anyway, I said my goodbyes and got up the computer and headed to my closet. Picking for clothes to wear has never been an easy task for me to do. But this night I thought, maybe a pretty shirt and a pair of shorts would be just fine. So I grabbed my yellow top, and just put on some shorts. Then started my make up, and I had my hair pinned up like I always have it. And just for a little fanciness I had my pony tailes slightly curled behind my ear. What a surprise, of how a simple outfit can look so good when you put it together. I am so conceited.
Around 11pm Javier texted me, that he's outside. I didn't want to make him wait so I hurried down. Sukimoto was already in the vehicle. 'Hi' I said as I helped myself up the vehicle. The whole ride to Diamonds place was quite for the three of us. We picked up Diamond and Dash, and the night started.
The night was good, dancing with Diamond as usual while avoiding some guys who just wants to stick their fronts up to my behind. Gosh! is that even called dancing?. Oh well to them, thats probably the whole reason why they go to clubs to please themselves with a little of what they can feel from females who have less respect for themselves. But who am I to judge and say such things. When I myself is in the same building with them. And not too long when Javier came out of nowhere and felt like dancing with me. We've been going to the club for this past few weeks and now he feels like taking the dance floor with me hmm?? Then he realizes he wants to try dirty dance with me??
It felt kind of awkward at first. But while we kept on going in the floor, it felt like I am comfortable with him. He was too close to my body, I can feel his warm breath behind my ear. The club was mad hot inside. So as we danced for a while, it felt very hot ans ticky. And we both became sweaty. Well I know, how it's supposed to be nasty, but it was sexy instead. He moved infront of me, and his face was very close to mines.. I can feel his breath and his lips was an inch away to mines. It was tempting to just start making out. But I would not do that. NEVER!! We danced there for a while, till Diamond pulled me to the circular sitting corner. Darn! so kind of ruined it. Then not very long Javier and Dash followed us there.
We were just chilling, then a couple of people came to the circle and asked Javier to give somebody a lap dance. So he went to their group and gave that chick a lap dance. I just ignored it, he dances with everybody anyway. Diamond pulled me to dance again. Gosh she never gets tired dancing. So we were dancing, when Javier came back to our group. Then out of nowhere he was on my behind dancing with me. But it wasn't for a while when I found out he was laying on the bench all curled up like he was hurting mad. Dash gave me that look like 'dude you gave him a butt knock right in his man pride'. It made me laugh for a while, well deep down insude. But instead of saying sorry I ignored him. I figured he'd be embarassed if I say things directly like "oh im sorry i knocked your man pride with my butt!!" . That would be awkward for me too, so I saved us both the awkwardness and the embarrassing moment of the conversation if I said sorry. So I pretended like I didn't know, and I didnt noticed. But his face was funny though.
Right when we were getting dropped off Sukimoto asked " so how are you and your bf in philippines?"
I told him we're fine, but hes seeing his ex-girlfriend and I didnt like it.
" Then why don't you break up with him? I dont think its best if you till go out with him and he's doing things you dont like" .. I got quite.. He kind of made a point, I like the guy, but what ever he's doing is really not right. I mean, Im here doing what I'm doing and trying to not get myself in any situation that he doesnt like so we can work our long distance relationship while he's hanging out with his ex?? And how would I know what-ever they are doing??
I was thinking.. without realizing Javier was listening to what me and Sukimoto was talking about...
