Guys this is a terrible way to start off a new book by complaining woth my problems but I have to get this off my chest.
So yesterday I went to a wedding and there was a guy. I think he was gay but I am not using labels. So I was to chicken to ask him to take pictures with us in the photo booth so my cousin did. I was expecting him to politely turn us down but instead he was all for it. We had just been dancing forever so we are all gross. Sweaty, probably a little smelly, and just plan ratchet. So we got in line and got his name and I talked to him the most thabked him multiple times. Complimented him and just got to know him a little bit. We were joking around saying how we wanted him to become famous and we could tell everyone how we were his first friends and everything.
So a little later on a slow song came on and none of my family actually wanted to dance with me. (I know how nice) So I walked up to him as 'Open Arms' began playing. I gentally tapped on his shoulder, "Hi um Aaron would yoy care to dance?" I started blushing and smiled. He smiled back, "You are to sweet! Of course I would love to dance!" He squealed as we walked to the fance floor. We held hands for a second. "We can make this more formal. Romantic you know this is a wedding!" He smiled and grabbes my hand. I placed my hand on his shoulder and he placed his on my hip.
We smiled and laughed and got to know each other a little more. The song was almost over. "Today has been great. You have made my night and I will never forget you. You are the sweetest person I have EVER met. But I'm going to have to end this dance here." I nodded my head agreeing with him as he hugged me. "Oh u-uh sorry I'm kinda gross." I nervously laughed as we pulled away. "Oh its fine." He laughed as we made our seperate ways. We danced to a couple fast songs with everyone else before he walked to my mom and aunt. He complimented my cousins and I and told our parents how great we were and how much he loved us. I was walking up to them and he was about to leave. I hugged him again, "Thank you for tonight I won't forget you..I love you. " I muttered we hugged a couple seconds longer. Before he left. He signed the back of my picture because of our joke. But I couldn't make it out.
I was so frustrated!! He agreed to be my best friend because we were dancing! He was the best person I had ever met! And I let him go! I only got his first name! And the thought of him brings me to tears! I miss him so much! He was one of the nicest people and I just can't handle this. I miss him so much...
My word of advice if you EVER meet someone like that. Get their name for facebook. Get their number. Heck get their email for crying out loud! Don't make the mistake I did.
Aaron if you are for some reason reading this I miss you so much..
