Forever My Love

Pain of the Past

*Flashback*
"Carol I'm really sorry but I have to leave. Always remember that I love you." Lorre said. Tears started to drop in my eyes as I started to hug him so thight. "I love you, Lorre. No one could ever change that. You'll be always in my heart. I'll not forget you."
I watched him as he goes in the airport. I will miss my boy. My first and last.
As time goes by he sent many letters and read it one by one.

One day I heard the news that he married his childhood friend. He broke my heart. He was my bestfriend way back then, my first crush, first dance, first love, first kiss, first boyfriend he was all my first. I was so stupid to let him go.
*End of Flashback*

Carol's P.O.V
After 20 years I'm just smiling while I'd remember my past relationship with Lorre. But I can not deny the fact that I really missed him so badly. When he broke up with me I had a relationship for 5 years with the son of my family's friend. He asked me to marry him and I gave him a YES. That's time I thought I'll be settled with a man who could give me anything and will cherish me. But suddenly his mother had back-out. Maybe her mother wan't ready for it. But duuuh, it's her son's life!!!

*Flashback* (at the fields) (04:30 a.m) (August 18, 1993)
Vincent: I'm sorry Carol.
Carol: Why?
Vincent: I can't do this anymore. I'm backing out the wedding.
Carol: Why? Why are you leaving me? We had a relationship for 5 years Vincent! 5YEARS! When I finally met someone I know that he will never hurt me. You hurt me the most Vincent!
Vincent: I know. And I'm sorry. My mom just really not ready.
Carol: And now this is about your mother!? Vincent its your life! Not all the time your mother will decide what will you do and not to do! You've grown up!!!
Vincent: *A-I know...... Uh...* *speechless*
Carol: You can't even fight for me. Yeah you're right maybe we are not really meant for each other!!

Carol threw the engagement ring and ran away from Vincent.
*End of Flashback*

Here I am 38 years old and still single after those realtionships. I'm just praying every night that in right time I can finaly meet someone like Lorre. I still love him. My day is very ordinary. Working in the house. I have an office and our clients is from Australia. I used to find the name of Lorre in the LinkedIn but nothing appears. I tried to search him at Facebook, Google still nothing appeared.

Let me talk about my life today. I have 2 nephew and 1 niece. I love them mostly Kyan. I'm the one who's taking care of him when he was a child. I also have a two daughters (church) Kylie and Rean. Kylie is my godchild while Rean is Kylie's bestfriend so I loved her also as Kylie's friend. They are so lovely and sweet. They will be my children always even though I'm not their mother nor relative. They always make me happy. It feels that I don't need already a man who could take care of me and will cherish me.
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Hi! Hoped you like my first part ;)
This is not a FICTION STORY. This is a real life story so hoped that you will appreciate it. :))