City of Endarkened

Chapter 6- why

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izzys pov

i can still hear clarys screams through the thin walls between us so i desited to sleep and try to clear my head

i wish i hadnt

i was laying on a bed
"hello my sweet isabelle"
i turned to see the boy that haunted my dreams laying next to me
"sebastion, what the hell am i doing here" i spat
"Well I think it's quite obvious" sebastion gestured to myself

I then relies that I'm only wearing a black lacy bra and matching patties
I scream and run for the door but suddenly get wrapped embrace by a pair of strong arms
"Now, now Isabelle we wouldn't want that now would we"
Oh god I love the way he just said my name
Wait, what did I just think, god Isabelle lightwood get a hold of your self
He turned me around and made me face him
"Now, I know my sister isn't going to love me anytime soon but i have always been fond of you"

I looked in his eyes, now that I think about it his eyes look different like the midnight sky instead of dark pitch black tunnels
No no stop thinking that

"What do you want sebastion" I squirm in his grip trying to brake free but he's to strong
"Oh, it's very simple" he looks at me with lust "you"

He crushes his lips on to me with that much force that I fall backward or I would have fallen backwards if he hadn't pushed me into the wall behind me
I clamp my lips shut

"Now, now Isabelle we don't want to be like that" he whispers in my ear then starts bitting ear lobe

Again he kisses me but I still refuse to open my mouth he seems to notice that so he grabs my breast
I gasp in surprise and he shoves his tongue into my mouth
I feel like throwing up but at the Same time I'm liking it
No stop, stop
I don't like sebastion I don't like Sebastion I...I don't ....Sebastion like Sebastion oh Sebastion

I feel myself kissing him back and oh boy is he good at it much better them Simon
Simon
No, no, no this is wrong so wrong
I push sebation off of me
"What the hell Isabelle, admit it you want me"
Again for the second time tonight I look at his eyes but all I see is the eyes that killed my brother, the eyes that killing my best friend more and more each day, the eyes that I will forever hate
Sebation eyes

I hear someone calling my name
"Iz iz please izabelle don't do this wake up"
I slowly peel open my eyes
"Si....Simon"
"Oh did you just sceare me Isabelle lightwood"
"What, what's wrong"
"You where screaming and crying in your sleep"
I lift my hand up and find my cheeks wet
"Don't worry just a bad dream"
"Want to talk about it"
"Not really"
"Ok don't worry"
"How's clary"
"I don't know she hasn't been talking to anyone except to jace to tell him that's she's fine"
god why clary why the girl that can make everyone smile but herself
Why
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