Like a Lily in the wind
The Holy Spirit and I move in accord
Saved and free this feeling is amazing
To and fro and back and forth
With no confusion it’s natural
The daisies got nothing on me….I move with him…
Like a Lily in the wind
So I say to my Lord, why do I go this way Lord…. is it your will?
He says to me, I tell you the truth I am the way
He says hold on tight my daughterI will carry you
And so we go …he guides me…gently and assuringly
He says soon I will be moving on my own
I ignore that because it feels so good me and him…
Like a Lily in the wind
Time has passed and I feel like my season is over
I feel frail and tired as if I have missed the Passover
Of the pollen and rejuvenation
Like the bees and the water has passed me by
Why am I not moving like a Lily in the wind?
He comes as soft as a wind yet powerful as a flame
He says he has not forgotten me
He sends angels, he sends confirmations and affirmations
He says move with me ….and I move
Like a Lily in the wind
Another year or so has passed my Lord
Why do I feel like I need to feel your hand holding mine?
Like I need reassurance that you still love me
Where are the words now that I need to keep going?
I know I’m needy, but I am not ashamed to say I need you Lord
Why is it so quiet?
He says be still and know that I am God
I know that…but I need you here…I can’t move..
I want to move….Like a Lily in the wind
I see the pages full of writing
It is the promises he’s given me all along
That I’m still he’s little girl and that he will always be with me
Although I keep doubting in my mind, like I’m not worthy
I keep checking for demonic oppression when in fact it’s my own drama obsession
I keep doubting that you still around…like when you took me to heaven that time
And there it is….a silent yet loud and clear re-assurance
The moment when I know that I know that I know….you were there all along
Teaching me how to move…
With faith and obedience….I am swiftly moving in one accord…
Like a Lily in the wind
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Poem - Lily in the wind
PoetryPoem written by myself describing the way God speaks to me and how I doubt myself even when he is near
